herte
(Felyng his likenesse in anothers smerte)
Is provèd alday, as men may it see,
As wel by werk as by
auctoritee;
For gentil herte kepeth gentillesse.
I see wel, that ye have on my distrésse
Compassioun, my
faire Canacee,
Of verray wommanly benignitee,
That nature in your principles hath set.
Not in the hope
that ye may somwhat gette,
But for to obeye unto your herte free,
And for to maken othere beware by
me,
As by the whelp chastised is the lyon;
And for that cause and that conclusioún,
Whiles that I have a
leisure and a space,
Myn harm I wil confessen ere I pace.
And while she ever of hir sorrow tolde,
That
other wept, as she to water wolde,
Til that the faucoun bad her to be stille,
And with a sighe thus she told
her fille.
Where I was bred, (allas that same day!)
And fostred on a rock of marble gray
So tendrely, that nothing
eylèd me,
I knewe not what was adversitee,
Til I coude flee ful high under the sky.
Tho dwelled a tercelet
me faste by,
That semèd welle of alle gentillesse;
But he was ful of tresoun and falsnesse,
It was i-wrappèd
under humble cheere,
And under hewe of trouthe in such manére,
Under plesaúnce, and under besy peyne,
That
no wight wende that he coude feyne,
So deep in greyn he deyèd his coloúrs.
Right as a serpent hides him
under floúres
Til he may see his tyme for to byte:
Right so this god of loves ypocrite
Doth so his sermons
and his óbservaúnce,
Under subtil coloúr and ácqueyntaúnce,
That sowneth like the gentilesse of love.
As in
a tombe is al the faire above,
And under is the corps, whiche that ye wot;
Such was this ipocrite, bothe
cold and hot,
And in this wise he servèd his entent,
That, sauf the Feend, noon wiste what he ment.
Til
he so long had wepèd and compleynèd,
And many a yeer his service to me feynèd,
Til that myn hert, too
piteous and too nyce,
Al innocent of his cruel malíce,
Al fereful of his deth, as thoughte me,
Upon his othes
and his securitee,
Graunted him love, on this condicioún,
That evermo myn honour and my renoun
Were
savèd, both open and secretly;
This is to sayn, that, afte his love to me,
I gaf him al myn hert and al my
thought,
(Got wot, and he, that else I gaf him nought)
And took his hert in chaunge of myn for ay,
But
soth is sayd, it hath been many a day,
A true wight and a theef thenketh nought one.
And when he saw
the thyng so far i-goon,
That I had graunted him fully my love,
In such a wyse as I have sayd above,
And
geven him my trewe hert as free
As he swor that he gaf his herte to me,
Anon this tigre, ful of doublenesse,
Fil
on his knees with gret dévoutenésse,
With so high reverence, as by his chere,
So lyk a gentil lover in manére,
So
ravyshèd, as it semède, for joye,
That never Jason, ne Parys of Troye,
Jason? no, certes, ne non other
man,
Since Lameth was, that first of al bygan
To loven two, as writen folk bifore,
Nor never since the firste
man was bore,
Ne coude man by twenty thousand part
Contrefete the sophism of his art;
Nor worthy were
to unbokel his galoshe,
When doublenes of feynyng shold approche,
Ne so coude thank a wight, as he
did me.
His maner was an heven for to see
To eny womman, were she never so wys;
So peynteth he and
combeth poynt devys,
As wel his wordes, as his continaunce.
And I so loved him for his óbeisaúnce,
And for
the trouthe I demèd in his herte,
That if so were that eny thing him smerte,
Al were it never so litel, and I it
wist,
Me thought I felte deth at myn hert twist.
And shortly, so ferforth this thing is went,
That my wil was
his willes instrument;
This is to say, my wille obeied his wille
In alle thing, as fer as resoun fille,
Kepyng
the boundes of my honour ever;
Nor never had I thing so leef, ne lever,
As him, God wot, nor never shal
nomo.
This laste lenger than a yeer or two,
That I supposèd of him nought but good.
But fynally, atte laste
thus it stood,
That fortune wolde that he moste go
Out of the place in which that I was tho.
Whether me
was wo, it is no questioun;
I can nat make of it descripcioun.
For one thing dare I telle boldely,
I know
what is the peyne of deth, therby,
Which harm I felt, for he ne mighte byleve.
So on a day of me he took
his leve,
So sorrowful eek, that I wened verryly,
That he had felèd as moche sorrow as I,
When that I herd
him speke, and saw his hewe.
But nonetheles, I thought he was so trewe,
And eek that he shuld soon
repeire ageyn
Withinne a litel while, soth to seyn,
And resoun wold eek that he moste go
For his honour,
as oft it happeth so.
Then I made vertu of necessitee,
And took it wel, since that it moste be.
As I best
might, I hid from him my sorrow,
And took him by the hand, seint Johan to borrow,
And sayde thus: Lo, I
am youres al,
Be such as I have been to you and shal.
What he answerd, it needeth nat to reherse:
Who
can say bet than he, who can do werse?
When he hath al wel sayd, then hath he don.
Therfor bihoveth
him a ful long spoon,
That shal ete with a feend; thus herd I say.
So atte last he moste forth his way.
And
forth he fleeth, til he cam where him liste.
When it cam him to purpos for to reste,
I trow he hadde that
same text in mynde,
That alle thing repeyryng to his kynde
Gladeth himself: thus sey men, as I gesse;
Men
loven naturally newefangilnesse,
As birddes do, that men in cages feed.
For though thou night and day
take of them heede,
And straw their cage faire and soft as silk,
And geve hem sugre, hony, breed, and