Thou hast not lived, why shouldst thou perish, so? Thou hadst one aim, one business, one
desire: Else wert thou long since numberd with the dead! Else hadst thou spent, like other men, thy fire! The
generations of thy peers are fled, And we ourselves shall go; But thou possessest an immortal lot, And we
imagine thee exempt from age And living as thou livst on Glanvils page, Because thou hadstwhat we,
alas, have not!
For early didst thou leave the world, with powers Fresh, undiverted to the world without, Firm
to their mark, not spent on other things; Free from the sick fatigue, the languid doubt, Which much to
have tried, in much been baffled, brings. O life unlike to ours! Who fluctuate idly without term or scope,
Of whom each strives, nor knows for what he strives, And each half lives a hundred different lives; Who
wait like thee, but not, like thee, in hope.
Thou waitest for the spark from Heaven! and we, Vague half-believers of our casual creeds, Who
never deeply felt, nor clearly willd, Whose insight never has borne fruit in deeds, Whose weak resolves
never have been fulfilld; For whom each year we see Breeds new beginnings, disappointments new; Who
hesitate and falter life away, And lose to-morrow the ground won to-day Ah, do not we, Wanderer, await
it too?
Yes, we await it, but it still delays, And then we suffer; and amongst us One, Who most has
sufferd, takes dejectedly His seat upon the intellectual throne; And all his store of sad experience he Lays
bare of wretched days; Tells us his miserys birth and growth and signs, And how the dying spark of hope
was fed, And how the breast was soothed, and how the head, And all his hourly varied anodynes.
This for our wisest: and we others pine, And wish the long unhappy dream would end, And
waive all claim to bliss, and try to bear, With close-lippd Patience for our only friend, Sad Patience, too
near neighbour to Despair: But none has hope like thine. Thou through the fields and through the woods
dost stray, Roaming the country-side, a truant boy, Nursing thy project in unclouded joy, And every doubt
long blown by time away.
O born in days when wits were fresh and clear, And life ran gaily as the sparkling Thames; Before
this strange disease of modern life, With its sick hurry, its divided aims, Its heads oertaxd, its palsied
hearts, was rife Fly hence, our contact fear! Still fly, plunge deeper in the bowering wood! Averse, as
Dido did with gesture stern From her false friends approach in Hades turn, Wave us away, and keep thy
solitude.
Still nursing the unconquerable hope, Still clutching the inviolable shade, With a free onward
impulse brushing through, By night, the silverd branches of the glade Far on the forest-skirts, where
none pursue, On some mild pastoral slope Emerge, and resting on the moonlit pales, Freshen thy flowers,
as in former years, With dew, or listen with enchanted ears, From the dark dingles, to the nightingales.
But fly our paths, our feverish contact fly! For strong the infection of our mental strife, Which,
though it gives no bliss, yet spoils for rest; And we should win thee from thy own fair life, Like us distracted,
and like us unblest. Soon, soon thy cheer would die, Thy hopes grow timorous, and unfixd thy powers, And
thy clear aims be cross and shifting made: And then thy glad perennial youth would fade, Fade, and grow
old at last, and die like ours.
Then fly our greetings, fly our speech and smiles! As some grave Tyrian trader, from the
sea, Descried at sunrise an emerging prow Lifting the cool-haird creepers stealthily, The fringes of a southward-
facing brow Among the Ægean isles; And saw the merry Grecian coaster come, Freighted with amber grapes,
and Chian wine, Green bursting figs, and tunnies steepd in brine; And knew the intruders on his ancient
home,
The young light-hearted Masters of the waves; And snatchd his rudder, and shook out more
sail, And day and night held on indignantly Oer the blue Midland waters with the gale, Betwixt the Syrtes
and soft Sicily, To where the Atlantic raves Outside the Western Straits, and unbent sails There, wheredown
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