Sure as the most certain sure, plumb in the uprights, well
entretied, braced in the beams,
Stout as a
horse, affectionate, haughty, electrical,
I and this mystery here we stand.
Clear and sweet is my soul, and clear and sweet is all that is
not my soul.
Lack one lacks both, and the unseen is proved by the seen,
Till that becomes unseen and receives proof
in its turn.
Showing the best and dividing it from the worst age vexes age,
Knowing the perfect fitness and equanimity
of things, while
they discuss I am silent, and go bathe and admire myself.
Welcome is every organ and attribute of me, and of any man
hearty and clean,
Not an inch nor a particle
of an inch is vile, and none shall be
less familiar than the rest.
I am satisfied I see, dance, laugh, sing;
As the hugging and loving bed-fellow sleeps at my side
through
the night, and withdraws at the peep of the day
with stealthy tread,
Leaving me baskets cover'd with
white towels swelling the
house with their plenty,
Shall I postpone my acceptation and realization and
scream
at my eyes,
That they turn from gazing after and down the road,
And forthwith cipher and show
me to a cent,
Exactly the value of one and exactly the value of two, and
which is ahead?
4 Trippers and askers surround me,
People I meet, the effect upon me of my early life or the ward
and city
I live in, or the nation,
The latest dates, discoveries, inventions, societies, authors
old and new,
My dinner,
dress, associates, looks, compliments, dues,
The real or fancied indifference of some man or woman I
love,
The sickness of one of my folks or of myself, or ill-doing or
loss or lack of money, or depressions or
exaltations,
Battles, the horrors of fratricidal war, the fever of doubtful
news, the fitful events;
These come
to me days and nights and go from me again,
But they are not the Me myself.
Apart from the pulling and
hauling stands what I am,
Stands amused, complacent, compassionating, idle,
unitary,
Looks down, is
erect, or bends an arm on an impalpable
certain rest,
Looking with side-curved head curious what will
come next,
Both in and out of the game and watching and wondering
at it.
Backward I see in my own days where I sweated through fog
with linguists and contenders,
I have no
mockings or arguments, I witness and wait.
5 I believe in you my soul, the other I am must not abase itself
to you,
And you must not be abased to the
other.
Loafe with me on the grass, loose the stop from your throat,
Not words, not music or rhyme I want, not
custom or lecture,
not even the best,
Only the lull I like, the hum of your valved voice.
I mind how once we lay such a transparent summer
morning,
How you settled your head athwart my
hips and gently turn'd
over upon me,
And parted the shirt from my bosom-bone, and plunged your
tongue
to my bare-stript heart,
And reach'd till you felt my beard, and reach'd till you held
my feet.
Swiftly arose and spread around me the peace and knowledge
that pass all the argument of the earth,
And
I know that the hand of God is the promise of my
own,
And I know that the spirit of God is the brother of
my own,
And that all the men ever born are also my brothers, and the
women my sisters and lovers,
And that a kelson of the creation is love,
And limitless are leaves stiff or drooping in the fields,
And brown
ants in the little wells beneath them,
And mossy scabs of the worm fence, heap'd stones, elder,
mullein
and poke-weed.