in all men,
I believe the main purport of these States is to found a superb
friendship, exaltè, previously
unknown,
Because I perceive it waits, and has been always waiting,
latent in all men.
1860 1867
SOMETIMES WITH ONE I LOVE
SOMETIMES with one I love I fill myself with rage for fear I
effuse unreturn'd love,
But now I think there
is no unreturn'd love, the pay is certain
one way or another,
(I loved a certain person ardently and my
love was not
return'd,
Yet out of that I have written these songs.)
1860 1867
TO A WESTERN BOY
MANY things to absorb I teach to help you become eleve of
mine;
Yet if blood like mine circle not in your
veins,
If you be not silently selected by lovers and do not silently
select lovers,
Of what use is it that you
seek to become eleve of mine?
1860 1881
FAST-ANCHOR'D ETERNAL O LOVE!
FAST-ANCHOR'D eternal O love! O woman I love!
O bride! O wife! more resistless than I can tell, the
thought
of you!
Then separate, as disembodied or another born,
Ethereal, the last athletic reality, my consolation,
I
ascend, I float in the regions of your love O man,
O sharer of my roving life.
1860 1867
AMONG THE MULTITUDE
AMONG the men and women the multitude,
I perceive one picking me out by secret and divine signs,
Acknowledging
none else, not parent, wife, husband,
brother, child, any nearer than I am,
Some are baffled, but that one
is not that one knows me.
Ah lover and perfect equal,
I meant that you should discover me so by faint indirections,
And I when I
meet you mean to discover you by the like in
you.
1860 1881
O YOU WHOM I OFTEN AND SILENTLY COME
O YOU whom I often and silently come where you are that I
may be with you,
As I walk by your side or
sit near, or remain in the same
room with you,
Little you know the subtle electric fire that for your sake is
playing within me.
1860 1867
THAT SHADOW MY LIKENESS
THAT shadow my likeness that goes to and fro seeking a
livelihood, chattering, chaffering,
How often I
find myself standing and looking at it where it
flits,
How often I question and doubt whether that is really
me;
But among my lovers and caroling these songs,
O I never doubt whether that is really me.
(1859?)
1881
FULL OF LIFE NOW
FULL of life now, compact, visible,
I, forty years old the eighty-third year of the States,
To one a century
hence or any number of centuries hence,
To you yet unborn these, seeking you.
When you read these I that was visible am become invisible,
Now it is you, compact, visible, realizing my
poems, seeking
me,
Fancying how happy you were if I could be with you and
become your comrade;
Be
it as if I were with you. (Be not too certain but I am now
with you.)
1860 1871