Hence I sign this salute over the sea,
And I do not deny that terrible red birth and baptism,
But remember
the little voice that I heard wailing, and wait
with perfect trust, no matter how long,
And from to-day sad
and cogent I maintain the bequeath'd
cause, as for all lands,
And I send these words to Paris with my
love,
And I guess some chansonniers there will understand them,
For I guess there is latent music yet in
France, floods of it,
O I hear already the bustle of instruments, they will soon
be drowning all that would
interrupt them,
O I think the east wind brings a triumphal and free march,
It reaches hither, it swells me to
joyful madness,
I will run transpose it in words, to justify it,
I will yet sing a song for you ma femme.
1860
1871
MYSELF AND MINE
MYSELF and mine gymnastic ever,
To stand the cold or heat, to make good aim with a gun, to
sail a
boat, to manage horses, to beget superb children,
To speak readily and clearly, to feel at home among
common
people,
And to hold our own in terrible positions on land and sea.
Not for an embroiderer,
(There will always be plenty of embroiderers, I welcome
them also,)
But for the
fibre of things and for inherent men and women.
Not to chisel ornaments,
But to chisel with free stroke the heads and limbs of
plenteous supreme Gods,
that the States may realize
them walking and talking.
Let me have my own way,
Let others promulge the laws, I will make no account of
the laws,
Let others
praise eminent men and hold up peace, I hold up
agitation and conflict,
I praise no eminent man, I rebuke
to his face the one that
was thought most worthy.
(Who are you? and what are you secretly guilty of all your
life?
Will you turn aside all your life? will you
grub and chatter
all your life?
And who are you, blabbing by rote, years, pages, languages,
reminiscences,
Unwitting
to-day that you do not know how to speak properly
a single word?)
Let others finish specimens, I never finish specimens,
I start them by exhaustless laws as Nature does,
fresh and
modern continually.
I give nothing as duties,
What others give as duties I give as living impulses,
(Shall I give the heart's action
as a duty?)
Let others dispose of questions, I dispose of nothing, I
arouse unanswerable questions,
Who are they I
see and touch, and what about them?
What about these likes of myself that draw me so close
by tender
directions and indirections?
I call to the world to distrust the accounts of my friends,
but listen to my enemies, as I myself do,
I charge
you forever reject those who would expound
me, for I cannot expound myself,
I charge that there be no
theory or school founded out
of me,
I charge you to leave all free, as I have left all free.
After me, vista!
O I see life is not short, but immeasurably long,
I henceforth tread the world chaste, temperate,
an early
riser, a steady grower,
Every hour the semen of centuries, and still of centuries.
I must follow up
these continual lessons of the air, water,
earth,
I perceive I have no time to lose.
1860 1881
YEAR OF METEORS
(1859-60) YEAR of meteors! brooding year!
I would bind in words retrospective some of your deeds
and signs,
I
would sing your contest for the 19th Presidentiad,
I would sing how an old man, tall, with white hair,
mounted
the scaffold in Virginia,
(I was at hand, silent I stood with teeth shut close, I
watch'd,