(Such led to thee O soul,
All senses, shows and objects, lead to thee,
But now it seems to me sound
leads o'er all the rest.)
I hear the annual singing of the children in St. Paul's cathedral,
Or, under the
high roof of some colossal hall, the symphonies,
oratorios of Beethoven, Handel, or Haydn,
The Creation
in billows of godhood laves me.
Give me to hold all sounds, (I madly struggling cry,)
Fill me with all the
voices of the universe,
Endow me with their throbbings, Nature's also,
The tempests, waters, winds, operas
and chants, marches and
dances,
Utter, pour in, for I would take them all!
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Then I woke softly,
And pausing, questioning awhile the music of my dream,
And questioning all those
reminiscences, the tempest in its
fury,
And all the songs of sopranos and tenors,
And those rapt oriental
dances of religious fervor,
And the sweet varied instruments, and the diapason of
organs,
And all the artless
plaints of love and grief and death,
I said to my silent curious soul out of the bed of the slumber-
chamber,
Come,
for I have found the clew I sought so long,
Let us go forth refresh'd amid the day,
Cheerfully tallying life,
walking the world, the real,
Nourish'd henceforth by our celestial dream.
And I said, moreover,
Haply what
thou hast heard O soul was not the sound of
winds,
Nor dream of raging storm, nor sea-hawk's flapping
wings
nor harsh scream,
Nor vocalism of sun-bright Italy,
Nor German organ majestic, nor vast concourse of voices,
nor layers of harmonies,
Nor strophes of husbands
and wives, nor sound of marching
soldiers,
Nor flutes, nor harps, nor the bugle-calls of camps,
But to a
new rhythmus fitted for thee,
Poems bridging the way from Life to Death, vaguely wafted
in night air, uncaught,
unwritten,
Which let us go forth in the bold day and write.
(1868) 1881