You oceans both, I close with you,
We murmur alike reproachfully rolling sands and drift,
knowing not
why,
These little shreds indeed standing for you and me and all.
You friable shore with trails of debris,
You fish-shaped island, I take what is underfoot,
What is yours is
mine my father.
I too Paumanok,
I too have bubbled up, floated the measureless float, and
been wash'd on your shores,
I
too am but a trail of drift and debris,
I too leave little wrecks upon you, you fish-shaped island.
I throw myself upon your breast my father,
I cling to you so that you cannot unloose me,
I hold you so
firm till you answer me something.
Kiss me my father,
Touch me with your lips as I touch those I love,
Breathe to me while I hold you close
the secret of the
murmuring I envy.
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Ebb, ocean of life, (the flow will return,)
Cease not your moaning you fierce old mother,
Endlessly cry for
your castaways, but fear not, deny not me,
Rustle not up so hoarse and angry against my feet as I touch
you or gather from you.
I mean tenderly by you and all,
I gather for myself and for this phantom looking down where
we lead,
and following me and mine.
Me and mine, loose windrows, little corpses,
Froth, snowy white, and bubbles,
(See, from my dead lips
the ooze exuding at last,
See, the prismatic colors glistening and rolling,)
Tufts of straw, sands, fragments,
Buoy'd
hither from many moods, one contradicting another,
From the storm, the long calm, the darkness, the
swell,
Musing, pondering, a breath, a briny tear, a dab of liquid or
soil,
Up just as much out of fathomless
workings fermented and
thrown,
A limp blossom or two, torn, just as much over waves floating,
drifted at
random,
Just as much for us that sobbing dirge of Nature,
Just as much whence we come that blare of
the cloud-trumpets,
We, capricious, brought hither we know not whence, spread
out before you,
You up
there walking or sitting,
Whoever you are, we too lie in drifts at your feet.
1860 1881
TEARS
Tears! tears! tears!
In the night, in solitude, tears,
On the white shore dripping, dripping, suck'd in by
the
sand,
Tears, not a star shining, all dark and desolate,
Moist tears from the eyes of a muffled head;
O
who is that ghost? that form in the dark, with tears?
What shapeless lump is that, bent, crouch'd there
on the sand?
Streaming tears, sobbing tears, throes, choked with wild
cries;
O storm, embodied, rising,
careering with swift steps along
the beach!
O wild and dismal night storm, with wind O belching and
desperate!
O shade so sedate and decorous by day, with calm countenance and
regulated pace,
But
away at night as you fly, none looking O then the
unloosen'd ocean,
Of tears! tears! tears!
1867 1871
TO THE MAN-OF-WAR-BIRD
Thou who hast slept all night upon the storm,
Waking renew'd on thy prodigious pinions,
(Burst the wild
storm? above it thou ascended'st,
And rested on the sky, thy slave that cradled thee,)
Now a blue point,
far, far in heaven floating,
As to the light emerging here on deck I watch thee,
(Myself a speck, a point on
the world's floating vast.)
Far, far at sea,
After the night's fierce drifts have strewn the shore with
wrecks,
With
re-appearing day as now so happy and serene,
The rosy and elastic dawn, the flashing sun,
The limpid
spread of air cerulean,
Thou also re-appearest.