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existence disturbed by no great griefs or discomforts or alarms. He had always had money and freedom; he had been able to do very much as he wanted. Yes, he supposed he had been happyhappier than most men. And now he was not merely happy; he had discovered in irresponsibility the secret of gaiety. He was about to say something about his happiness when Miss Spence went on speaking. People like you and me have a right to be happy some time in our lives. Me? said Mr. Hutton, surprised. Poor Henry! Fate hasnt treated either of us very well. Oh, well, it might have treated me worse. Youre being cheerful. Thats brave of you. But dont think I cant see behind the mask. Miss Spence spoke louder and louder as the rain came down more and more heavily. Periodically the thunder cut across her utterances. She talked on, shouting against the noise. I have understood you so well and for so long. A flash revealed her, aimed and intent, leaning towards him. Her eyes were two profound and menacing gun-barrels. The darkness reengulfed her. You were a lonely soul seeking a companion soul. I could sympathize with you in your solitude. Your marriage. The thunder cut short the sentence. Miss Spences voice became audible once more with the words: could offer no companionship to a man of your stamp. You needed a soul mate. A soul matehe! a soul mate. It was incredibly fantastic. Georgette Leblanc, the ex-soul mate of Maurice Maeterlinck. He had seen that in the paper a few days ago. So it was thus that Janet Spence had painted him in her imaginationas a soul-mater. And for Doris he was a picture of goodness and the cleverest man in the world. And actually, really, he was what?Who knows? My heart went out to you. I could understand; I was lonely, too. Miss Spence laid her hand on his knee. You were so patient. Another flash. She was still aimed, dangerously. You never complained. But I could guessI could guess. How wonderful of you! So he was an âme incomprise. Only a womans intuition The thunder crashed and rumbled, died away, and only the sound of the rain was left. The thunder was his laughter, magnified, externalized. Flash and crash, there it was again, right on top of them. Dont you feel that you have within you something that is akin to this storm? He could imagine her leaning forward as she uttered the words. Passion makes one the equal of the elements. What was his gambit now? Why, obviously, he should have said yes, and ventured on some unequivocal gesture. But Mr. Hutton suddenly took fright. The ginger beer in him had gone flat. The woman was seriousterribly serious. He was appalled. Passion? No, he desperately answered. I am without passion. But his remark was either unheard or unheeded, for Miss Spence went on with a growing exaltation, speaking so rapidly, however, and in such a burningly intimate whisper that Mr. Hutton found it very difficult to distinguish what she was saying. She was telling him, as far as he could make out, the story of her life. The lightning was less frequent now, and there were long intervals of darkness. But at each flash he saw her still aiming towards him, |
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