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by. Both the watchers looked up anxiously at the clock; it was almost the middle of the night, and the whole world seemed to have left them alone with their solemn duty. Only the brook was awake. Perhaps we might give a look upstairs now, whispered Mrs. Crowe, as if she hoped to hear some reason against their going just then to the chamber of death; but Sister Binson rose, with a serious and yet satisfied countenance, and lifted the small lamp from the table. She was much more used to watching than Mrs. Crowe, and much less affected by it. They opened the door into a small entry with a steep stairway; they climbed the creaking stairs, and entered the cold upper room on tiptoe. Mrs. Crowes heart began to beat very fast as the lamp was put on a high bureau, and made long, fixed shadows about the walls. She went hesitatingly toward the solemn shape under its white drapery, and felt a sense of remonstrance as Sarah Ann gently, but in a businesslike way, turned back the thin sheet. Seems to me she looks pleasanter and pleasanter, whispered Sarah Ann Binson impulsively, as they gazed at the white face with its wonderful smile. To-morrow twill all have faded out. I do believe they kind of wake up a day or two after they die, and its then they go. She replaced the light covering, and they both turned quickly away; there was a chill in this upper room. Tis a great thing for anybody to have got through, aint it? said Mrs. Crowe softly, as she began to go down the stairs on tiptoe. The warm air from the kitchen beneath met them with a sense of welcome and shelter. I dont know why it is, but I feel as near again to Tempy down here as I do up there, replied Sister Binson. I feel as if the air was full of her, kind of. I can sense things, now and then, that she seems to say. Now I never was one to take up with no nonsense of sperits and such, but I declare I felt as if she told me just now to put some more wood into the stove. Mrs. Crowe preserved a gloomy silence. She had suspected before this that her companion was of a weaker and more credulous disposition than herself. Tis a great thing to have got through, she repeated, ignoring definitely all that had last been said. I suppose you know as well as I that Tempy was one that always feared death. Well, its all put behind her now; she knows what tis. Mrs. Crowe gave a little sigh, and Sister Binsons quick sympathies were stirred toward this other old friend, who also dreaded the great change. Id never like to forgit almost those last words Tempy spoke plain to me, she said gently, like the comforter she truly was. She looked up at me once or twice, that last afternoon after I come to set by her, and let Mis Owen go home; and I says, Can I do anything to ease you, Tempy? and the tears come into my eyes so I couldnt see what kind of a nod she give me. No, Sarah Ann, you cant, dear, says she; and then she got her breath again, and says she, looking at me real meanin, Im only a-gettin sleepier and sleepier; thats all there is, says she, and smiled up at me kind of wishful, and shut her eyes. I knew well enough all she meant. Shed been lookin out for a chance to tell me, and I don knows she ever said much afterwards. Mrs. Crowe was not knitting; she had been listening too eagerly. Yes, twill be a comfort to think of that sometimes, she said, in acknowledgement. I know that old Dr. Prince said once, in evenin meetin, that hed watched by many a dyin bed, as we well knew, and enough o his sick folks had been scared o dyin their whole lives through; but when they come to the last, hed never seen one but was willin, and most were glad, to go. Tis as natural as bein born or livin on, he said. I dont know what had moved him to speak that night. You know he want in the habit of it, and twas the monthly concert of prayer for foreign missions anyways, said Sarah Ann; but twas a great stay to the mind to listen to his words of experience. There never was a better man, responded Mrs. Crowe, in a really cheerful tone. She had recovered from her feeling of nervous dread, the kitchen was so comfortable with lamplight and firelight; and just then the old clock began to tell the hour of twelve with leisurely whirring strokes. |
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