in a way. Presently a trooper rode up leading a horse and Tomassov mounted stiffly and went off on a round of the outposts. Of the perfectly useless outposts.

‘The night was still. The bivouac was still, except for the crackling of the fires. The raging wind had lifted above the earth and not the faintest breath of it could be heard. Only the full moon swam out with a rush into the sky and suddenly hung high and motionless overhead. I remember raising my hairy face to it for a moment. Then I verily believe, I dozed off too, bent double on my log with my head towards the fierce ablaze.

‘It could not have been for long; you know what an impermanent thing such slumber is. One moment you drop into an abyss and the next you are back again in the world out of an oblivion that you would think too deep for any noise but the trumpet of the Last Judgment. And then off you go again. Your very soul seems to drop out of you into a bottomless black pit. Then up once more into a startled, slippery consciousness. A mere plaything of cruel sleep, one is then. Tormented both ways.

‘However, when my orderly appeared before me with some porridge repeating “Won’t your Honour be pleased to eat … Won’t your Honour be pleased to eat,” I managed to keep my hold of it … I mean that slippery consciousness. He was holding out to me a sooty pot containing some grain boiled in water with a pinch of salt. A wooden spoon was stuck in it.

‘At that time these were the only rations we were getting regularly. Mere chicken food, confound it. But the Russian soldier is wonderful. Well, my fellow waited till I had feasted and then went away carrying off the empty pot.

‘I was no longer sleepy. Indeed I had become specially awake with a full mental consciousness of existence extending beyond my immediate surroundings. Those are but exceptional moments with mankind, I am glad to say.

‘Casting my eye round I had the sense of the earth in all its enormous expanse lapped in snow with nothing showing on it but the forest of pines with their straight stalk-like trunks in their funereal verdure; and in this aspect of general mourning I seemed to hear the sighs of mankind falling to die in the midst of a nature without life.

‘They were Frenchmen. We didn’t hate them; they did not hate us. We had existed far apart—and suddenly they had come rolling in with arms in their hands, without fear of God, carrying with them other nations, and all to perish together in a long, long, trail of frozen corpses. I had a sort of vision of that trail. A pathetic multitude of small dark mounds stretching away under the moonlight in a clear, still and pitiless atmosphere—a sort of horrible peace.

‘But what other peace could there be for them? What else did they deserve? I don’t know by what connection of emotions there came into my head the thought that the earth was a pagan planet and not a fit abode for Christian virtues.

‘You may be surprised that I should remember all this so well. What is a passing emotion or a half- formed thought to last in the memory for so many years of a man’s changing inconsequential life? But what fixed the emotions of that evening in my recollection so that the slightest shadows remain indelible, is an event of strange finality, an event not likely to be forgotten in a life-time as you shall see.

‘I don’t suppose I had been entertaining those thoughts more than five minutes when something induced me to look over my shoulder. I don’t suppose it was a noise; the snow deadened all the sounds. Something it must have been, some sort of signal reaching my consciousness. Anyway I turned my head, and there was the event approaching me. Not that I knew it or had the slightest premonition. What I saw in the distance were two figures approaching in the moonlight. One of them was our Tomassov. A dark mass behind him moved across my sight; the horses which his orderly was leading away.