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Or at least so it appeared to the Commanding Officer. Was this significant, or of no meaning whatever? He didnt know, he couldnt tell. All the truth had departed out of the world as if drawn in, absorbed in this monstrous villainy this man wasor was notguilty of. Shootings too good for people that conceive neutrality in this pretty way, remarked the Commanding Officer, after a silence. Yes, yes, yes, the Northman assented, hurriedlythen added an unexpected and dreamy-voiced Perhaps. Was he pretending to be drunk, or only trying to appear sober? His glance was straight, but it was somewhat glazed. His lips outlined themselves firmly under his yellow moustache. But they twitched. Did they twitch? And why was he drooping like this in his attitude? Theres no perhaps about it, pronounced the Commanding Officer sternly. The Northman had straightened himself. And unexpectedly he looked stern too. No. But what about the tempters? Better kill that lot off. Theres about four, five, six million of them, he said, grimly; but in a moment changed into a whining key. But I had better hold my tongue. You have some suspicions. No, Ive no suspicions, declared the Commanding Officer. He never faltered. At that moment he had the certitude. The air of the chart-room was thick with guilt and falsehood braving the discovery, defying simple right, common decency, all humanity of feeling, every scruple of conduct. The Northman drew a long breath. Well, we know that you English are gentlemen. But let us speak the truth. Why should we love you so very much? You havent done anything to be loved. We dont love the other people, of course. They havent done anything for that either. A fellow comes along with a bag of gold I havent been in Rotterdam* my last voyage for nothing. You may be able to tell something interesting, then, to our people when you come into port, interjected the Officer. I might. But you keep some people in your pay at Rotterdam. Let them report. I am a neutralam I not? Have you ever seen a poor man on one side and a bag of gold on the other? Of course, I couldnt be tempted. I havent the nerve for it. Really I havent. Its nothing to me. I am just talking openly for once. Yes. And I am listening to you, said the Commanding Officer, quietly. The Northman leaned forward over the table. Now that I know you have no suspicions, I talk. You dont know what a poor man is. I do. I am poor myself. This old ship, she isnt much, and she is mortgaged, too. Bare living, no more. Of course, I wouldnt have the nerve. But a man who has nerve! See. The stuff he takes aboard looks like any other cargopackages, barrels, tins, copper tubeswhat not. He doesnt see it work. It isnt real to him. But he sees the gold. Thats real. Of course, nothing could induce me. I suffer from an internal disease. I would either go crazy from anxietyorortake to drink or something. The risk is too great. Whyruin! It should be death. The Commanding Officer got up, after this curt declaration, which the other received with a hard stare oddly combined with an uncertain smile. The Officers gorge rose at the atmosphere of murderous complicity which surrounded him, denser, more impenetrable, more acrid than the fog outside. |
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