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horror of this awful sincerity, coming to him suddenly, with the confession of such a fact. He walked with great strides; he gasped. He wanted to know from Falk how dared he to come and tell him this? Did he think himself a proper person to be sitting in this cabin where his wife and children lived? Tell his niece! Expected him to tell his niece! His own brothers daughter! Shameless! Did I ever hear tell of such impudence?he appealed to me. This man here ought to have gone and hidden himself out of sight instead of But its a great misfortune for me. But its a great misfortune for me, Falk would ejaculate from time to time. However, Hermann kept on running frequently against the corners of the table. At last he lost a slipper, and crossing his arms on his breast, walked up with one stocking foot very close to Falk, in order to ask him whether he did think there was anywhere on earth a woman abandoned enough to mate with such a monster. Did he? Did he? Did he? I tried to restrain him. He tore himself out of my hands; he found his slipper, and, endeavouring to put it on, stormed standing on one legand Falk, with a face unmoved and averted eyes, grasped all his mighty beard in one vast palm. Was it right then for me to die myself? he asked thoughtfully. I laid my hand on his shoulder. Go away, I whispered imperiously, without any clear reason for this advice, except that I wished to put an end to Hermanns odious noise. Go away. He looked searchingly for a moment at Hermann before he made a move. I left the cabin too to see him out of the ship. But he hung about the quarter-deck. It is my misfortune, he said in a steady voice. You were stupid to blurt it out in such a manner. After all, we dont hear such confidences every day. What does the man mean? he mused in deep undertones. Somebody had to diebut why me? He remained still for a time in the darksilent; almost invisible. All at once he pinned my elbows to my sides. I felt utterly powerless in his grip, and his voice, whispering in my ear, vibrated. Its worse than hunger. Captain, do you know what that means? And I could kill thenor be killed. I wish the crowbar had smashed my skull ten years ago. And Ive got to live now. Without her. Do you understand? Perhaps many years. But how? What can be done? If I had allowed myself to look at her once I would have carried her off before that man in my handslike this. I felt myself snatched off the deck, then suddenly droppedand I staggered backwards, feeling bewildered and bruised. What a man! All was still; he was gone. I heard Hermanns voice declaiming in the cabin, and I went in. I could not at first make out a single word, but Mrs. Hermann, who, attracted by the noise, had come in some time before, with an expression of surprise and mild disapproval, depicted broadly on her face, was giving now all the signs of profound, helpless agitation. Her husband shot a string of guttural words at her, and instantly putting out one hand to the bulkhead as if to save herself from falling, she clutched the loose bosom of her dress with the other. He harangued the two women extraordinarily, with much of his shirt hanging out of his waistbelt, stamping his foot, turning from one to the other, sometimes throwing both his arms together, straight up above his rumpled hair, and keeping them in that position while he uttered a passage of loud denunciation; at others folding them tight across his breastand then he hissed with indignation, elevating his shoulders and protruding his head. The girl was crying. She had not changed her attitude. From her steady eyes that, following Falk in his retreat, had remained fixed wistfully on the cabin door, the tears fell rapid, thick, on her hands, on the work in her lap, warm |
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