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and gentle like a shower in spring. She wept without grimacing, without noisevery touching, very quiet, with something more of pity than of pain in her face, as one weeps in compassion rather than in griefand Hermann, before her, declaimed. I caught several times the word Mensch, man; and also Fressen, which last I looked up afterwards in my dictionary. It means Devour. Hermann seemed to be requesting an answer of some sort from her; his whole body swayed. She remained mute and perfectly still; at last his agitation gained her; she put the palms of her hands together, her full lips parted, no sound came. His voice scolded shrilly, his arms went like a windmillsuddenly he shook a thick fist at her. She burst out into loud sobs. He seemed stupefied. Mrs. Hermann rushed forward babbling rapdly. The two women fell on each others necks, and, with an arm round her nieces waist, she led her away. Her own eyes were simply streaming, her face was flooded. She shook her head back at me negatively, I wonder why to this day. The girls head dropped heavily on her shoulder. They disappeared. Then Hermann sat down and stared at the cabin floor. We dont know all the circumstances, I ventured to break the silence. He retorted tartly that he didnt want to know of any. According to his ideas no circumstances could excuse a crimeand certainly not such a crime. This was the opinion generally received. The duty of a human being was to starve. Falk therefore was a beast, an animal; base, low, vile, despicable, shameless, and deceitful. He had been deceiving him since last year. He was, however, inclined to think that Falk must have gone mad quite recently; for no sane person, without necessity, uselessly, for no earthly reason, and regardless of anothers self-respect and peace of mind, would own to having devoured human flesh. Why tell? he cried. Who was asking him? It showed Falks brutality because after all he had selfishly caused him (Hermann) much pain. He would have preferred not to know that such an unclean creature had been in the habit of caressing his children. He hoped I would say nothing of all this ashore, though. He wouldnt like it to get about that he had been intimate with an eater of mena common cannibal. As to the scene he had made (which I judged quite unnecessary) he was not going to inconvenience and restrain himself for a fellow that went about courting and upsetting girls heads, while he knew all the time that no decent housewifely girl could think of marrying him. At least he (Hermann) could not conceive how any girl could. Fancy Lena! No, it was impossible. The thoughts that would come into their heads every time they sat down to a meal. Horrible! Horrible! You are too squeamish, Hermann, I said. He seemed to think it was eminently proper to be squeamish if the word meant disgust at Falks conduct; and turning up his eyes sentimentally he drew my attention to the horrible fate of the victimsthe victims of that Falk. I said that I knew nothing about them. He seemed surprised. Could not anybody imagine without knowing? Hefor instancefelt he would like to avenge them. But what ifsaid Ithere had not been any? They might have died as it were, naturallyof starvation. He shuddered. But to be eatenafter death! To be devoured! He gave another deep shudder, and asked suddenly, Do you think it is true? His indignation and his personality together would have been enough to spoil the reality of the most authentic thing. When I looked at him I doubted the storybut the remembrance of Falks words, looks, gestures, invested it not only with an air of reality but with the absolute truth of primitive passion. It is true just as much as you are able to make it; and exactly in the way you like to make it. For my part, when I hear you clamouring about it, I dont believe it is true at all. And I left him pondering. The men in my boat lying at the foot of Dianas side ladder told me that the captain of the tug had gone away in his gig some time ago. I let my fellows pull an easy stroke; because of the heavy dew the clear sparkle of the stars seemed to fall on me cold and wetting. There was a sense of lurking gruesome horror somewhere in my mind, and |
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