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clerk Kurtz had with him; that Kurtz had apparently intended to return himself, the station being by that time bare of goods and stores, but after coming three hundred miles, had suddenly decided to go back, which he started to do alone in a small dug-out with four paddlers, leaving the half-caste to continue down the river with the ivory. The two fellows there seemed astounded at anybody attempting such a thing. They were at a loss for an adequate motive. As to me, I seemed to see Kurtz for the first time. It was a distinct glimpse: the dug-out, four paddling savages, and the lone white man turning his back suddenly on the headquarters, on relief, on thoughts of homeperhaps; setting his face towards the depths of the wilderness, towards his empty and desolate station. I did not know the motive. Perhaps he was just simply a fine fellow who stuck to his work for its own sake. His name, you understand, had not been pronounced once. He was that man. The half-caste, who, as far as I could see, had conducted a difficult trip with great prudence and pluck, was invariably alluded to as that scoundrel. The scoundrel had reported that the man had been very illhad recovered imperfectly. The two below me moved away then a few paces, and strolled back and forth at some little distance. I heard: Military postdoctortwo hundred milesquite alone nowunavoidable delaysnine monthsno newsstrange rumors. They approached again, just as the manager was saying, No one, as far as I know, unless a species of wandering tradera pestilential fellow, snapping ivory from the natives. Who was it they were talking about now? I gathered in snatches that this was some man supposed to be in Kurtzs district, and of whom the manager did not approve. We will not be free from unfair competition till one of these fellows is hanged for an example, he said. Certainly, grunted the other; get him hanged! Why not? Anythinganything can be done in this country. Thats what I say; nobody here, you understand, here, can endanger your position. And why? You stand the climateyou outlast them all. The danger is in Europe; but there before I left I took care to They moved off and whispered, then their voices rose again. The extraordinary series of delays is not my fault. I did my possible. The fat man sighed, Very sad. And the pestiferous absurdity of his talk, continued the other; he bothered me enough when he was here. Each station should be like a beacon on the road towards better things, a center for trade of course, but also for humanizing, improving, instructing. Conceive youthat ass! And he wants to be manager! No, its Here he got choked by excessive indignation, and I lifted my head the least bit. I was surprised to see how near they wereright under me. I could have spat upon their hats. They were looking on the ground, absorbed in thought. The manager was switching his leg with a slender twig: his sagacious relative lifted his head. You have been well since you came out this time? he asked. The other gave a start. Who? I? Oh! Like a charmlike a charm. But the restoh, my goodness! All sick. They die so quick, too, that I havent the time to send them out of the countryits incredible! Hm. Just so, grunted the uncle. Ah! my boy, trust to thisI say, trust to this. I saw him extend his short flipper of an arm for a gesture that took in the forest, the creek, the mud, the river,seemed to beckon with a dis-honoring flourish before the sunlit face of the land a treacherous appeal to the lurking death, to the hidden evil, to the profound darkness of its heart. It was so startling that I leaped to my feet and looked back at the edge of the forest, as though I had expected an answer of some sort to that black display of confidence. You know the foolish notions that come to one sometimes. The high stillness confronted these two figures with its ominous patience, waiting for the passing away of a fantastic invasion. They swore aloud togetherout of sheer fright, I believethen pretending not to know anything of my existence, turned back to the station. The sun was low; and leaning forward side by side, they seemed to be tugging painfully uphill their two ridiculous shadows of unequal length, that trailed behind them slowly over the tall grass without bending a single blade. In a few days the Eldorado Expedition went into the patient wilderness, that closed upon it as the sea closes over a diver. Long afterwards the news came that all the donkeys were dead. I know nothing as to the fate of the less valuable animals. They, no doubt, like the rest of us, found what they deserved. I did not inquire. I was then rather excited at the prospect of meeting Kurtz very soon. When I say very soon I mean it comparatively. It was just two months from the day we left the creek when we came to the bank below Kurtzs station. Going up that river was like traveling back to the earliest beginnings of the world, when vegetation rioted on the earth and the big trees were kings. An empty stream, a great silence, an impenetrable forest. |
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