say that his death was to me a great and lasting grief, I am not concerned to dispute their judgment. I
have known grief in all its most blinding and varied forms, and I thank God that He constituted me loving
enough to have kept a tender place in my heart even for the least of these, the little companions of
two years; and but for my having perhaps shortened their innocent lives, I thank Him for having known
and loved them as I have. I cannot to this day decide if I wronged them even unintentionally in depriving
them of their liberty and introducing them to an artificial life. I possibly shortened their lives, but probably
made them in the main happier than a wild and hunted life could have made them. Billy lived without
care or unsatisfied desire, and died without pain. He loved me above all things, and who knows what
love might have been to his little heart? Hans I rescued from more bitter form of imprisonment, and I
would fain believe that the intensity of his life with me and Billythe freedom from that fear which haunts
the lives of all hunted creatures compensated him for what he lost in the wild wood. And I will hope
that this history will awaken in some sympathetic hearts a tenderness to the wild creatures, which shall,
in the great balance of gain and loss, weigh down the little loss of one poor beastie, sacrificed, not intentionally,
to the good of his fellows. And this is, after all, the noblest and even of our human livesto die that
others may live.