Yes, seven had gone, and while the six were still small her husband was taken ill with consumption. It was flour on the lungs, the doctor told her at the time. … Her husband sat up in bed with his shirt pulled over his head, and the doctor’s finger drew a circle on his back.

‘Now, if we were to cut him open here, Mrs. Parker,’ said the doctor, ‘you’d find his lungs chock-a-block with white powder. Breathe, my good fellow!’ And Mrs. Parker never knew for certain whether she saw or whether she fancied she saw a great fan of white dust come out of her poor dear husband’s lips. …

But the struggle she’d had to bring up those six little children and keep herself to herself. Terrible it had been! Then, just when they were old enough to go to school her husband’s sister came to stop with them to help things along, and she hadn’t been there more than two months when she fell down a flight of steps and hurt her spine. And for five years Ma Parker had another baby—and such a one for crying!—to look after. Then young Maudie went wrong and took her sister Alice with her; the two boys emigrated, and young Jim went to India with the army, and Ethel, the youngest, married a good- for-nothing little waiter who died of ulcers the year little Lennie was born. And now little Lennie—my grandson. …

The piles of dirty cups, dirty dishes, were washed and dried. The ink-black knives were cleaned with a piece of potato and finished off with a piece of cork. The table was scrubbed, and the dresser and the sink that had sardine tails swimming in it. …

He’d never been a strong child—never from the first. He’d been one of those fair babies that everybody took for a girl. Silvery fair curls he had, blue eyes, and a little freckle like a diamond on one side of his nose. The trouble out and Ethel had had to rear that child! The things out of the newspapers they tried him with! Every Sunday morning Ethel would read aloud while Ma Parker did her washing.

‘Dear Sir,—Just a line to let you know my little Myrtil was laid out for dead. … After four bottils … gained 8 lb. in 9 weeks, and is still putting it on.’

And then the egg-cup of ink would come off the dresser and the letter would be written, and Ma would buy a postal order on her way to work next morning. But it was no use. Nothing made little Lennie put it on. Taking him to the cemetery, even, never gave him a colour; a nice shake-up in the bus never improved his appetite.

But he was gran’s boy from the first.…

‘Whose boy are you?’ said old Ma Parker, straightening up from the stove and going over to the smudgy window. And a little voice, so warm, so close, it half stifled her—it seemed to be in her breast under her heart—laughed out, and said, ‘I’m gran’s boy!’

At that moment there was a sound of steps, and the literary gentleman appeared, dressed for walking.

‘Oh, Mrs. Parker, I’m going out.’

‘Very good, sir.’

‘And you’ll find your half-crown in the tray of the inkstand.’

‘Thank you, sir.’

‘Oh, by the way, Mrs. Parker,’ said the literary gentleman quickly, ‘you didn’t throw away any cocoa last time you were here—did you?’

‘No, sir.’


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