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Rain was falling, and we saw how its drops struck the puddles, and the puddles were wrinkled by them. The day was damp and graya very dreary day. Snow still lay on the roofs, but on the ground dark patches of mud had begun to appear. And the snow on the roofs too was covered by a layer of brownish dirt. The rain fell slowly with a depressing sound. It was cold and disagreeable for us waiting. The first to come out of the cellar was the soldier; he walked slowly across the yard, his mustaches twitching, his hands in his pocketsthe same as always. ThenTanya, too, came out. Her eyesher eyes were radiant with joy and happiness, and her lipswere smiling. And she walked as though in a dream, staggering, with unsteady steps. We could not bear this calmly. All of us at once rushed to the door, dashed out into the yard andhissed at her, reviled her viciously, loudly, wildly. She started at seeing us, and stood as though rooted in the mud under her feet. We formed a ring round her, and maliciously, without restraint, abused her with vile words, said shameful things to her. We did this quietly, slowly, seeing that she could not get away, that she was hemmed in by us, and we could rail at her to our hearts content. I dont know why, but we did not beat her. She stood in the midst of us, and turned her head this way and that, as she heard our insults. And wemore and more violently flung at her the filth and venom of our words. The color had left her face. Her blue eyes, so happy a moment before, opened wide, her bosom heaved, and her lips quivered. We in a ring round her avenged ourselves on her, for she had robbed us. She belonged to us, we had lavished on her our best, and though that best was beggars crumbs, still there were twenty-six of us, she was one, and so there was no pain we could give her equal to her guilt! How we insulted her! She was still mute, still gazed at us with wild eyes, and a shiver ran through her. We laughed, roared, yelled. Other people ran up from somewhere and joined us. One of us pulled Tanya by the sleeve of her blouse. Suddenly her eyes flashed; deliberately she raised her hands to her head and straightening her hair she said loudly but calmly, straight in our faces: Ah, you miserable prisoners! And she walked straight at us, walked as directly as though we had not been before her, as though we were not blocking her way. And hence none of us did actually block her way. Walking out of our circle without turning round, she added loudly, with pride and indescribable contempt: Ah, you scumbrutes. Andwas gone, erect, beautiful, proud. We were left in the middle of the yard, in the rain, under the gray sunless sky. Then we went mutely away to our damp stone basement. As beforethe sun never peeped in at our windows, and Tanya came no more. Never! 1899. |
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