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I woke up at the sound of my own voice, looked for a moment in perplexity at Sobols broad back, at the buckles of his waistcoat, at his thick heels, then lay down again and fell asleep. When I woke up the second time it was quite dark. Sobol was asleep. There was peace in my heart, and I longed to make haste home. I dressed and went out of the lounge-room. Ivan Ivanitch was sitting in a big arm-chair in his study, absolutely motionless, staring at a fixed point, and it was evident that he had been in the same state of petrifaction all the while I had been asleep. Good! I said, yawning. I feel as though I had woken up after breaking the fast at Easter. I shall often come and see you now. Tell me, did my wife ever dine here? So-ome-ti-mes sometimes, muttered Ivan Ivanitch, making an effort to stir. She dined here last Saturday. Yes. She likes me. After a silence I said: Do you remember, Ivan Ivanitch, you told me I had a disagreeable character and that it was difficult to get on with me? But what am I to do to make my character different? I dont know, my dear boy. Im a feeble old man, I cant advise you. Yes. But I said that to you at the time because I am fond of you and fond of your wife, and I was fond of your father. Yes. I shall soon die, and what need have I to conceal things from you or to tell you lies? So I tell you: I am very fond of you, but I dont respect you. No, I dont respect you. He turned towards me and said in a breathless whisper: Its impossible to respect you, my dear fellow. You look like a real man. You have the figure and deportment of the French President CarnotI saw a portrait of him the other day in an illustrated paper yes. You use lofty language, and you are clever, and you are high up in the service beyond all reach, but havent real soul, my dear boy theres no strength in it. A Scythian, in fact, I laughed But what about my wife? Tell me something about my wife; you know her better. I wanted to talk about my wife, but Sobol came in and prevented me. Ive had a sleep and a wash, he said, looking at me naïvely. Ill have a cup of tea with some rum in it and go home. VII It was by now past seven. Besides Ivan Ivanitch, women servants, the old dame in spectacles, the little girls and the peasant, all accompanied us from the hall out on to the steps, wishing us good-bye and all sorts of blessings, while near the horses in the darkness there were standing and moving about men with lanterns, telling our coachmen how and which way to drive, and wishing us a lucky journey. The horses, the men, and the sledges were white. Where do all these people come from? I asked as my three horses and the doctors two moved at a walking pace out of the yard. They are all his serfs, said Sobol. The new order has not reached him yet. Some of the old servants are living out their lives with him, and then there are orphans of all sorts who have nowhere to go; there are some, too, who insist on living there, theres no turning them out. A queer old man! Again the flying horses, the strange voice of drunken Nikanor, the wind and the persistent snow, which got into ones eyes, ones mouth, and every fold of ones fur coat. |
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