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With father? About anything. He kisses us, he hugs us, tells us all sorts of amusing jokes. Do you know, he says when we are grown up he is going to take us to live with him. Sonia does not want to go, but I agree. Of course, I should miss mother; but, then, I should write her letters! Its a queer idea, but we could come and visit her on holidayscouldnt we? Father says, too, that he will buy me a horse. Hes an awfully kind man! I cant understand why mother does not ask him to come and live with us, and why she forbids us to see him. You know he loves mother very much. He is always asking us how she is and what she is doing. When she was ill he clutched his head like this, and and kept running about. He always tells us to be obedient and respectful to her. Listen. Is it true that we are unfortunate? Hm! Why? Thats what father says, You are unhappy children, he says. Its strange to hear him, really. You are unhappy, he says, I am unhappy, and mothers unhappy. You must pray to God, he says; for yourselves and for her. Alyosha let his eyes rest on a stuffed bird and sank into thought. So growled Belyaev. So thats how you are going on. You arrange meetings at restaurants. And mother does not know? No-o. How should she know? Pelagea would not tell her for anything, you know. The day before yesterday he gave us some pears. As sweet as jam! I are two. Hm! Well, and I say Listen. Did father say anything about me? About you? What shall I say? Alyosha looked searchingly into Belyaevs face and shrugged his shoulders. He didnt say anything particular. For instance, what did he say? You wont be offended? What next? Why, does he abuse me? He doesnt abuse you, but you know he is angry with you. He says mothers unhappy owing to you and that you have ruined mother. You know he is so queer! I explain to him that you are kind, that you never scold mother; but he only shakes his head. So he says I have ruined her? Yes; you mustnt be offended, Nikolay Ilyitch. Belyaev got up, stood still a moment, and walked up and down the drawing-room. Thats strange and ridiculous! he muttered, shrugging his shoulders and smiling sarcastically. Hes entirely to blame, and I have ruined her, eh? An innocent lamb, I must say. So he told you I ruined your mother? Yes, but you said you would not be offended, you know. I am not offended, and and its not your business. Why, its why, its positively ridiculous! I have been thrust into it like a chicken in the broth, and now it seems Im to blame! |
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