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I used I used to be able to put up with such scenes, but but now I have got out of the way of it. Do you understand? I have got out of the way of it! Hold your tongue! cried the father, and he stamped with his feet. You must listen to what I say! I shall say what I like, and you hold your tongue. At your age I was earning my living, while you Do you know what you cost me, you scoundrel? Ill turn you out! Wastrel! Yevgraf Ivanovitch, muttered Fedosya Semyonovna, moving her fingers nervously; you know he you know Petya ! Hold your tongue! Shiryaev shouted out to her, and tears actually came into his eyes from anger. It is you who have spoilt themyou! Its all your fault! He has no respect for us, does not say his prayers, and earns nothing! I am only one against the ten of you! Ill turn you out of the house! The daughter Varvara gazed fixedly at her mother with her mouth open, moved her vacant-looking eyes to the window, turned pale, and, uttering a loud shriek, fell back in her chair. The father, with a curse and a wave of the hand, ran out into the yard. This was how domestic scenes usually ended at the Shiryaevs. But on this occasion, unfortunately, Pyotr the student was carried away by overmastering anger. He was just as hasty and ill-tempered as his father and his grandfather the priest, who used to beat his parishioners about the head with a stick. Pale and clenching his fists, he went up to his mother and shouted in the very highest tenor note his voice could reach: These reproaches are loathsome! sickening to me! I want nothing from you! Nothing! I would rather die of hunger than eat another mouthful at your expense! Take your nasty money back! take it! The mother huddled against the wall and waved her hands, as though it were not her son, but some phantom before her. What have I done? she wailed. What? Like his father, the boy waved his hands and ran into the yard. Shiryaevs house stood alone on a ravine which ran like a furrow for four miles along the steppe. Its sides were overgrown with oak saplings and alders, and a stream ran at the bottom. On one side the house looked towards the ravine, on the other towards the open country, there were no fences nor hurdles. Instead there were farm-buildings of all sorts close to one another, shutting in a small space in front of the house which was regarded as the yard, and in which hens, ducks, and pigs ran about. Going out of the house, the student walked along the muddy road towards the open country. The air was full of a penetrating autumn dampness. The road was muddy, puddles gleamed here and there, and in the yellow fields autumn itself seemed looking out from the grass, dismal, decaying, dark. On the right-hand side of the road was a vegetable-garden cleared of its crops and gloomy-looking, with here and there sunflowers standing up in it with hanging heads already black. Pyotr thought it would not be a bad thing to walk to Moscow on foot; to walk just as he was, with holes in his boots, without a cap, and without a farthing of money. When he had gone eighty miles his father, frightened and aghast, would overtake him, would begin begging him to turn back or take the money, but he would not even look at him, but would go on and on. Bare forests would be followed by desolate fields, fields by forests again; soon the earth would be white with the first snow, and the streams would be coated with ice. Somewhere near Kursk or near Serpuhovo, exhausted and dying of hunger, he would sink down and die. His corpse would be found, and there would be a paragraph in all the papers saying that a student called Shiryaev had died of hunger. |
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