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Ahah! A sketch? The artist took the sketch in his hands, and as he examined it walked, as it were mechanically, into the other room. Olga Ivanovna followed him humbly. Nature morte first-rate sort, he muttered, falling into rhyme. Kurort sport port From the studio came the sound of hurried footsteps and the rustle of a skirt. So she had gone. Olga Ivanovna wanted to scream aloud, to hit the artist on the head with something heavy, but she could see nothing through her tears, was crushed by her shame, and felt herself, not Olga Ivanovna, not an artist, but a little insect. I am tired said the artist languidly, looking at the sketch and tossing his head as though struggling with drowsiness. Its very nice, of course, but here a sketch today, a sketch last year, another sketch in a month I wonder you are not bored with them. If I were you I should give up painting and work seriously at music or something. Youre not an artist, you know, but a musician. But you cant think how tired I am! Ill tell them to bring us some tea, shall I? He went out of the room, and Olga Ivanovna heard him give some order to his footman. To avoid farewells and explanations, and above all to avoid bursting into sobs, she ran as fast as she could, before Ryabovsky came back, to the entry, put on her goloshes, and went out into the street; then she breathed easily, and felt she was free for ever from Ryabovsky and from painting and from the burden of shame which had so crushed her in the studio. It was all over! She drove to her dressmakers; then to see Barnay, who had only arrived the day before; from Barnay to a music-shop, and all the time she was thinking how she would write Ryabovsky a cold, cruel letter full of personal dignity, and how in the spring or the summer she would go with Dymov to the Crimea, free herself finally from the past there, and begin a new life. On getting home late in the evening she sat down in the drawingroom, without taking off her things, to begin the letter. Ryabovsky had told her she was not an artist, and to pay him out she wrote to him now that he painted the same thing every year, and said exactly the same thing every day; that he was at a standstill, and that nothing more would come of him than had come already. She wanted to write, too, that he owed a great deal to her good influence, and that if he was going wrong it was only because her influence was paralysed by various dubious persons like the one who had been hiding behind the picture that day. Little mother! Dymov called from the study, without opening the door. What is it? Dont come in to me, but only come to the doorthats right. The day before yesterday I must have caught diphtheria at the hospital, and now I am ill. Make haste and send for Korostelev. Olga Ivanovna always called her husband by his surname, as she did all the men of her acquaintance; she disliked his Christian name, Osip, because it reminded her of the Osip in Gogol and the silly pun on his name. But now she cried: Osip, it cannot be! Send for him; I feel ill, Dymov said behind the door, and she could hear him go back to the sofa and lie down. Send! she heard his voice faintly. |
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