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I feel that I am in your power; I am a slave. Why are you so enchanting today? He kept staring intently at her, and his eyes were terrible. And she was afraid to look at him. I love you madly, he whispered, breathing on her cheek. Say one word to me and I will not go on living; I will give up art he muttered in violent emotion. Love me, love Dont talk like that, said Olga Ivanovna, covering her eyes. Its dreadful! How about Dymov? What of Dymov? Why Dymov? What have I to do with Dymov? The Volga, the moon, beauty, my love, ecstasy, and there is no such thing as Dymov. Ah! I dont know I dont care about the past; give me one moment, one instant! Olga Ivanovnas heart began to throb. She tried to think about her husband, but all her past, with her wedding, with Dymov, and with her At Homes, seemed to her petty, trivial, dingy, unnecessary, and far, far away. Yes, really; what of Dymov? Why Dymov? What had she to do with Dymov? Had he any existence in nature, or was he only a dream? For him, a simple and ordinary man the happiness he has had already is enough, she thought, covering her face with her hands. Let them condemn me, let them curse me, but in spite of them all I will go to my ruin; I will go to my ruin! One must experience everything in life. My God! how terrible and how glorious! Well? Well? muttered the artist, embracing her, and greedily kissing the hands with which she feebly tried to thrust him from her. You love me? Yes? Yes? Oh, what a night! marvellous night! Yes, what a night! she whispered, looking into his eyes, which were bright with tears. Then she looked round quickly, put her arms round him, and kissed him on the lips. We are nearing Kineshmo! said some one on the other side of the deck. They heard heavy footsteps; it was a waiter from the refreshmentbar. Waiter, said Olga Ivanovna, laughing and crying with happiness, bring us some wine. The artist, pale with emotion, sat on the seat, looking at Olga Ivanovna with adoring, grateful eyes; then he closed his eyes, and said, smiling languidly: I am tired. And he leaned his head against the rail. V On the second of September the day was warm and still, but overcast. In the early morning a light mist had hung over the Volga, and after nine oclock it had begun to spout with rain. And there seemed no hope of the sky clearing. Over their morning tea Ryabovsky told Olga Ivanovna that painting was the most ungrateful and boring art, that he was not an artist, that none but fools thought that he had any talent, and all at once, for no rhyme or reason, he snatched up a knife and with it scraped over his very best sketch. After his tea he sat plunged in gloom at the window and gazed at the Volga. And now the Volga was dingy, all of one even colour without a gleam of light, cold-looking. Everything, everything recalled the approach of dreary, gloomy autumn. And it seemed as though nature had removed now from the Volga the sumptuous green covers from the banks, the brilliant reflections of the sunbeams, the transparent blue distance, and all its smart gala array, and had packed it away in boxes till the coming spring, and the crows were flying above the Volga and crying tauntingly, Bare, bare! |
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