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awkward to bring a third person in, even some one as intimate as you. Above all, in all this we reckoned on your generosity. You are a very noble and generous person. I am infinitely grateful to you. If you ever need my life, come and take it. Vlassitch talked in a quiet, hollow bass, always on the same droning note; he was evidently agitated. Pyotr Mihalitch felt it was his turn to speak, and that to listen and keep silent would really mean playing the part of a generous and noble simpleton, and that had not been his idea in coming. He got up quickly and said, breathlessly in an undertone: Listen, Grigory. You know I liked you and could have desired no better husband for my sister; but what has happened is awful! Its terrible to think of it! Why is it terrible? asked Vlassitch, with a quiver in his voice. It would be terrible if we had done wrong, but that isnt so. Listen, Grigory. You know I have no prejudices; but, excuse my frankness, to my mind you have both acted selfishly. Of course, I shant say so to my sisterit will distress her; but you ought to know: mother is miserable beyond all description. Yes, thats sad, sighed Vlassitch. We foresaw that, Petrusha, but what could we have done? Because ones actions hurt other people, it doesnt prove that they are wrong. Whats to be done! Every important step one takes is bound to distress somebody. If you went to fight for freedom, that would distress your mother, too. Whats to be done! Any one who puts the peace of his family before everything has to renounce the life of ideas completely. There was a vivid flash of lightning at the window, and the lightning seemed to change the course of Vlassitchs thoughts. He sat down beside Pyotr Mihalitch and began saying what was utterly beside the point. I have such a reverence for your sister, Petrusha, he said. When I used to come and see you, I felt as though I were going to a holy shrine, and I really did worship Zina. Now my reverence for her grows every day. For me she is something higher than a wifeyes, higher! Vlassitch waved his hands. She is my holy of holies. Since she is living with me, I enter my house as though it were a temple. She is an extraordinary, rare, most noble woman! Well, hes off now! thought Pyotr Mihalitch; he disliked the word woman. Why shouldnt you be married properly? he asked. How much does your wife want for a divorce? Seventy-five thousand. Its rather a lot. But if we were to negotiate with her? She wont take a farthing less. She is an awful woman, brother, sighed Vlassitch. Ive never talked to you about her beforeit was unpleasant to think of her; but now that the subject has come up, Ill tell you about her. I married her on the impulse of the momenta fine, honourable impulse. An officer in command of a battalion of our regimentif you care to hear the detailshad an affair with a girl of eighteen; that is, to put it plainly, he seduced her, lived with her for two months, and abandoned her. She was in an awful position, brother. She was ashamed to go home to her parents; besides, they wouldnt have received her. Her lover had abandoned her; there was nothing left for her but to go to the barracks and sell herself. The other officers in the regiment were indignant. They were by no means saints themselves, but the baseness of it was so striking. Besides, no one in the regiment could endure the man. And to spite him, you understand, the indignant lieutenants and ensigns began getting up a subscription for the unfortunate girl. And when we subalterns met together and began to subscribe five or ten roubles each, I had a sudden inspiration. I felt it was an opportunity to do something fine. I hastened to the |
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