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response to our compliments, our sighing, and attitudinising, she would shrink nervously from the evening damp, screw up her eyes, and smile gently, and at such times she was awfully like a pretty little kitten. As we gazed at her every one of us had a desire to caress her and stroke her like a cat, hence her nickname of Kisotchka. In the course of the seven or eight years since we had met, Kisotchka had greatly changed. She had grown more robust and stouter, and had quite lost the resemblance to a soft, fluffy kitten. It was not that her features looked old or faded, but they had somehow lost their brilliance and looked sterner, her hair seemed shorter, she looked taller, and her shoulders were quite twice as broad, and what was most striking, there was already in her face the expression of motherliness and resignation commonly seen in respectable women of her age, and this, of course, I had never seen in her before. In short, of the school-girlish and the Platonic her face had kept the gentle smile and nothing more. We got into conversation. Learning that I was already an engineer, Kisotchka was immensely delighted. How good that is! she said, looking joyfully into my face. Ah, how good! And how splendid you all are! Of all who left with you, not one has been a failurethey have all turned out well. One an engineer, another a doctor, a third a teacher, another, they say, is a celebrated singer in Petersburg. You are all splendid, all of you. Ah, how good that is! Kisotchkas eyes shone with genuine goodwill and gladness. She was admiring me like an elder sister or a former governess. While I looked at her sweet face and thought, It wouldnt be bad to get hold of her to-day! Do you remember, Natalya Stepanovna, I asked her, how I once brought you in the park a bouquet with a note in it? You read my note, and such a look of bewilderment came into your face. No, I dont remember that, she said, laughing. But I remember how you wanted to challenge Florens to a duel over me. Well, would you believe it, I dont remember that. Well, thats all over and done with sighed Kisotchka. At one time I was your idol, and now it is my turn to look up to all of you. From further conversation I learned that two years after leaving the high school, Kisotchka had been married to a resident in the town who was half Greek, half Russian, had a post either in the bank or in the insurance society, and also carried on a trade in corn. He had a strange surname, something in the style of Populaki or Skarandopulo. Goodness only knowsI have forgotten. As a matter of fact, Kisotchka spoke little and with reluctance about herself. The conversation was only about me. She asked me about the College of Engineering, about my comrades, about Petersburg, about my plans, and everything I said moved her to eager delight and exclamations of, Oh, how good that is! We went down to the sea and walked over the sands; then when the light air began to blow chill and damp from the sea we climbed up again. All the while our talk was of me and of the past. We walked about until the reflection of the sunset had died away from the windows of the summer villas. Come in and have some tea, Kisotchka suggested. The samovar must have been on the table long ago. I am alone at home, she said, as her villa came into sight through the green of the acacias. My husband is always in the town and only comes home at night, and not always then, and I must own that I am so dull that its simply deadly. I followed her in, admiring her back and shoulders. I was glad that she was married. Married women are better material for temporary love affairs than girls. I was also pleased that her husband was not at home. At the same time I felt that the affair would not come off. |
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