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a sepulchre. When his wife told him that he absolutely must go every day to the warehouse and also to his fathers, he either said nothing, or began talking irritably of his childhood, saying that it was beyond his power to forgive his father for his past, that the warehouse and the house in Pyatnitsky Street were hateful to him, and so on. One Sunday morning Yulia went herself to Pyatnitsky Street. She found old Fyodor Stepanovitch in the same big drawing-room in which the service had been held on her first arrival. Wearing slippers, and without a cravat, he was sitting motionless in his arm-chair, blinking with his sightless eyes. Its Iyour daughter-in-law, she said, going up to him. Ive come to see how you are. He began breathing heavily with excitement. Touched by his affliction and his loneliness, she kissed his hand; and he passed his hand over her face and head, and having satisfied himself that it was she, made the sign of the cross over her. Thank you, thank you, he said. You know Ive lost my eyes and can see nothing. I can dimly see the window and the fire, but people and things I cannot see at all. Yes, Im going blind, and Fyodor has fallen ill, and without the masters eye things are in a bad way now. If there is any irregularity theres no one to look into it; and folks soon get spoiled. And why is it Fyodor has fallen ill? Did he catch cold? Here I have never ailed in my life and never taken medicine. I never saw anything of doctors. And, as he always did, the old man began boasting. Meanwhile the servants hurriedly laid the table and brought in lunch and bottles of wine. Ten bottles were put on the table; one of them was in the shape of the Eiffel Tower. There was a whole dish of hot pies smelling of jam, rice, and fish. I beg my dear guest to have lunch, said the old man. She took him by the arm, led him to the table, and poured him out a glass of vodka. I will come to you again to-morrow, she said, and Ill bring your grandchildren, Sasha and Lida. They will be sorry for you, and fondle you. Theres no need. Dont bring them. They are illegitimate. Why are they illegitimate? Why, their father and mother were married. Without my permission. I do not bless them, and I dont want to know them. Let them be. You speak strangely, Fyodor Stepanovitch, said Yulia, with a sigh. It is written in the Gospel: children must fear and honour their parents. Nothing of the sort. The Gospel tells us that we must forgive even our enemies. One cant forgive in our business. If you were to forgive every one, you would come to ruin in three years. But to forgive, to say a kind, friendly word to any one, even a sinner, is something far above business, far above wealth. Yulia longed to soften the old man, to awaken a feeling of compassion in him, to move him to repentance; but he only listened condescendingly to all she said, as a grown-up person listens to a child. Fyodor Stepanovitch, said Yulia resolutely, you are an old man, and God soon will call you to Himself. He wont ask you how you managed your business, and whether you were successful in it, but whether |
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