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Be merciful! Ill pray for you. I cant see anything; one cant see ones hand before ones face, friend. Its so dark, so dark! Show me the way, sir! As though I had the time to take you about; if I were to play the nurse to everyone I should never have done. For Christs sake, take me! I cant see, and I am afraid to go alone through the graveyard. Its terrifying, friend, its terrifying; I am afraid, good man. Theres no getting rid of you, sighs the watchman. All right then, come along. The watchman and the traveller go on together. They walk shoulder to shoulder in silence. A damp, cutting wind blows straight into their faces and the unseen trees murmuring and rustling scatter big drops upon them. The path is almost entirely covered with puddles. There is one thing passes my understanding, says the watchman after a prolonged silencehow you got here. The gates locked. Did you climb over the wall? If you did climb over the wall, thats the last thing you would expect of an old man. I dont know, friend, I dont know. I cant say myself how I got here. Its visitation. A chastisement of the Lord. Truly a visitation, the evil one confounded me. So you are a watchman here, friend? Yes. The only one for the whole graveyard? There is such a violent gust of wind that both stop for a minute. Waiting till the violence of the wind abates, the watchman answers: There are three of us, but one is lying ill in a fever and the others asleep. He and I take turns about. Ah, to be sure, friend. What a wind! The dead must hear it! It howls like a wild beast! O-o-oh. And where do you come from? From a distance, friend. I am from Vologda, a long way off. I go from one holy place to another and pray for people. Save me and have mercy upon me, O Lord. The watchman stops for a minute to light his pipe. He stoops down behind the travellers back and lights several matches. The gleam of the first match lights up for one instant a bit of the avenue on the right, a white tombstone with an angel, and a dark cross; the light of the second match, flaring up brightly and extinguished by the wind, flashes like lightning on the left side, and from the darkness nothing stands out but the angle of some sort of trellis; the third match throws light to right and to left, revealing the white tombstone, the dark cross, and the trellis round a childs grave. The departed sleep; the dear ones sleep! the stranger mutters, sighing loudly. They all sleep alike, rich and poor, wise and foolish, good and wicked. They are of the same value now. And they will sleep till the last trump. The Kingdom of Heaven and peace eternal be theirs. Here we are walking along now, but the time will come when we shall be lying here ourselves, says the watchman. To be sure, to be sure, we shall all. There is no man who will not die. O-o-oh. Our doings are wicked, our thoughts are deceitful! Sins, sins! My soul accursed, ever covetous, my belly greedy and lustful! I have angered the Lord and there is no salvation for me in this world and the next. I am deep in sins like a worm in the earth. |
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