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poverty and dirt in the village. I couldnt stand it for a day. Suppose there were an edict that I must live with you, I should either set fire to the hut or lay hands on myself. From a boy Ive had this love for ease; there is no help for it. Where are you living now? With the gentleman here, Dmitry Ivanitch, as a huntsman. I furnish his table with game, but he keeps me more for his pleasure than anything. Thats not proper work youre doing, Yegor Vlassitch. For other people its a pastime, but with you its like a trade like real work. You dont understand, you silly, said Yegor, gazing gloomily at the sky. You have never understood, and as long as you live you will never understand what sort of man I am. You think of me as a foolish man, gone to the bad, but to anyone who understands I am the best shot there is in the whole district. The gentry feel that, and they have even printed things about me in a magazine. There isnt a man to be compared with me as a sportsman. And it is not because I am pampered and proud that I look down upon your village work. From my childhood, you know, I have never had any calling apart from guns and dogs. If they took away my gun, I used to go out with the fishing-hook, if they took the hook I caught things with my hands. And I went in for horse-dealing too, I used to go to the fairs when I had the money, and you know that if a peasant goes in for being a sportsman, or a horse-dealer, its good- bye to the plough. Once the spirit of freedom has taken a man you will never root it out of him. In the same way, if a gentleman goes in for being an actor or for any other art, he will never make an official or a landowner. You are a woman, and you do not understand, but one must understand that. I understand, Yegor Vlassitch. You dont understand if you are going to cry. I Im not crying, said Pelagea, turning away. Its a sin, Yegor Vlassitch! You might stay a day with luckless me, anyway. Its twelve years since I was married to you, and and there has never once been love between us! I I am not crying. Love muttered Yegor, scratching his hand. There cant be any love. Its only in name we are husband and wife; we arent really. In your eyes I am a wild man, and in mine you are a simple peasant woman with no understanding. Are we well matched? I am a free, pampered, profligate man, while you are a working woman, going in bark shoes and never straightening your back. The way I think of myself is that I am the foremost man in every kind of sport, and you look at me with pity. Is that being well matched? But we are married, you know, Yegor Vlassitch, sobbed Pelagea. Not married of our free will. Have you forgotten? You have to thank Count Sergey Pavlovitch and yourself. Out of envy, because I shot better than he did, the Count kept giving me wine for a whole month, and when a mans drunk you could make him change his religion, let alone getting married. To pay me out he married me to you when I was drunk. A huntsman to a herd-girl! You saw I was drunk, why did you marry me? You were not a serf, you know; you could have resisted. Of course it was a bit of luck for a herd-girl to marry a huntsman, but you ought to have thought about it. Well, now be miserable, cry. Its a joke for the Count, but a crying matter for you. Beat yourself against the wall. A silence followed. Three wild ducks flew over the clearing. Yegor followed them with his eyes till, transformed into three scarcely visible dots, they sank down far beyond the forest. How do you live? he asked, moving his eyes from the ducks to Pelagea. |
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