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in mid-career. A great usefulness had somewhat anticipated its term, though a great part, none the less, had been signally played. The note of greatness, all along the line, kept sounding, in short, by a force of its own, and the image of the departed evidently lent itself with ease to figures and flourishes, the poetry of the daily press. The newspapers and their purchasers equally did their duty by itarranged it neatly and impressively, though perhaps with a hand a little violently expeditious, upon the funeral car, saw the conveyance properly down the avenue, and then, finding the subject suddenly quite exhausted, proceeded to the next item on their list. His lordship had been a person, in fact, in connexion with whom there was almost nothing but the fine monotony of his success to mention. This success had been his profession, his means as well as his end; so that his career admitted of no other description and demanded, indeed suffered, no further analysis. He had made politics, he had made literature, he had made land, he had made a bad manner and a great many mistakes, he had made a gaunt, foolish wife, two extravagant sons and four awkward daughtershe had made everything, as he could have made almost anything, thoroughly pay. There had been something deep down in him that did it, and his old friend Warren Hope, the person knowing him earliest and probably, on the whole, best, had never, even to the last, for curiosity, quite made out what it was. The secret was one that this distinctly distanced competitor had in fact mastered as little for intellectual relief as for emulous use; and there was quite a kind of tribute to it in the way that, the night before the obsequies and addressing himself to his wife, he said after some silent thought: Hang it, you know, I must see the old boy through. I must go to the grave. Mrs. Hope looked at her husband at first in anxious silence. Ive no patience with you. Youre much more ill than he ever was. Ah, but if that qualifies me but for the funerals of others! It qualifies you to break my heart by your exaggerated chivalry, your renewed refusal to consider your interests. You sacrificed them to him, for thirty years, again and again, and from this supreme sacrificepossibly that of your lifeyou might, in your condition, I think, be absolved. She indeed lost patience. To the gravein this weatherafter his treatment of you! My dear girl, Hope replied, his treatment of me is a figment of your ingenious mindyour too-passionate, your beautiful loyalty. Loyalty, I mean, to me. I certainly leave it to you, she declared, to have any to him! Well, he was, after all, ones oldest, ones earliest friend. Im not in such bad caseI do go out; and I want to do the decent thing. The fact remains that we never brokewe always kept together. Yes indeed, she laughed in her bitterness, he always took care of that! He never recognised you, but he never let you go. You kept him up, and he kept you down. He used you, to the last drop he could squeeze, and left you the only one to wonder, in your incredible idealism and your incorrigible modesty, how on earth such an idiot made his way. He made his way on your back. You put it candidly to othersWhat in the world was his gift? And others are such gaping idiots that they too havent the least idea. You were his gift! And youre mine, my dear! her husband, pressing her to him, more resignedly laughed. He went down the next day by special to the interment, which took place on the great mans own property, in the great mans own church. But he went alonethat is in a numerous and distinguished party, the flower of the unanimous, gregarious demonstration; his wife had no wish to accompany him, though she was anxious while he was absent. She passed the time uneasily, watching the weather and fearing the cold; she roamed from room to room, pausing vaguely at dull windows, and before he came back she had thought of many things. It was as if, while he saw the great man buried, she also, by herself, in the contracted home of their later years, stood before an open grave. She lowered into it, with her weak hands, the heavy past and all their common dead dreams and accumulated ashes. The pomp surrounding Lord Northmores extinction made her feel more than ever that it was not Warren who had made anything pay. He had been always what he was still, the cleverest man and the hardest worker she knew; but |
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