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Spurstow started, dropping the pistol. Hummil stood in the doorway, rocking with helpless laughter. That was awfly good of you, Im sure, he said, very slowly, feeling for his words. I dont intend to go out by my own hand at present. I say, Spurstow, that stuff wont work. What shall I do? What shall I do? And panic terror stood in his eyes. Lie down and give it a chance. Lie down at once. I darent. It will only take me half-way again, and I shant be able to get away this time. Do you know it was all I could do to come out just now? Generally I am as quick as lightning; but you had clogged my feet. I was nearly caught. Oh yes, I understand. Go and lie down. No, it isnt delirium; but it was an awfully mean trick to play on me. Do you know I might have died? As a sponge rubs a slate clean, so some power unknown to Spurstow had wiped out of Hummils face all that stamped it for the face of a man, and he stood at the doorway in the expression of his lost innocence. He had slept back into terrified childhood. Is he going to die on the spot? thought Spurstow. Then, aloud, All right, my son. Come back to bed, and tell me all about it. You couldnt sleep; but what was all the rest of the nonsense? A place,a place down there, said Hummil, with simple sincerity. The drug was acting on him by waves, and he was flung from the fear of a strong man to the fright of a child as his nerves gathered sense or were dulled. Good God! Ive been afraid of it for months past, Spurstow. It has made every night hell to me; and yet Im not conscious of having done anything wrong. Be still, and Ill give you another dose. Well stop your nightmares, you unutterable idiot! Yes, but you must give me so much that I cant get away. You must make me quite sleepy,not just a little sleepy. Its so hard to run then. I know it; I know it. Ive felt it myself. The symptoms are exactly as you describe. Oh, dont laugh at me, confound you! Before this awful sleeplessness came to me Ive tried to rest on my elbow and put a spur in the bed to sting me when I fell back. Look! By Jove! the man has been rowelled like a horse! Ridden by the nightmare with a vengeance! And we all thought him sensible enough. Heaven send us understanding! You like to talk, dont you? Yes, sometimes. Not when Im frightened. Then I want to run. Dont you? Always. Before I give you your second dose try to tell me exactly what your trouble is. Hummil spoke in broken whispers for nearly ten minutes, whilst Spurstow looked into the pupils of his eyes and passed his hand before them once or twice. At the end of the narrative the silver cigarette-case was produced, and the last words that Hummil said as he fell back for the second time were, Put me quite to sleep; for if Im caught I die,I die! Yes, yes; we all do that sooner or later,thank Heaven who has set a term to our miseries, said Spurstow, settling the cushions under the head. It occurs to me that unless I drink something I shall go out before my time. Ive stopped sweating, andI wear a seventeen-inch collar. He brewed himself scalding hot |
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