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In some cases. Never mind the exceptions. I know which one you are thinking of. Thirdly, and lastly, after he is polished and made pretty, I shall, as you said, be his guide, philosopher, and friend, and he shall become a successas great a success as your friend. I always wondered how that man got on. Did The Mussuck come to you with the Civil List and, dropping on one kneeno, two knees, ê la Gibbonhand it to you and say, Adorable angel, choose your friends appointment? Lucy, your long experiences of the Military Department have demoralised you. One doesnt do that sort of thing on the Civil Side. No disrespect meant to Jacks Service, my dear. I only asked for information. Give me three months, and see what changes I shall work in my prey. Go your own way since you must. But Im sorry that I was weak enough to suggest the amusement. I am all discretion, and may be trusted to an in-fin-ite extent, quoted Mrs. Hauksbee from The Fallen Angel; and the conversation ceased with Mrs. Tarkasss last, long-drawn war-whoop. Her bitterest enemiesand she had many could hardly accuse Mrs. Hauksbee of wasting her time. Otis Yeere was one of those wandering dumb characters, foredoomed through life to be nobodys property. Ten years in Her Majestys Bengal Civil Service, spent, for the most part, in undesirable Districts, had given him little to be proud of, and nothing to bring confidence. Old enough to have lost the first fine careless rapture that showers on the immature Stunt imaginary Commissionerships and Stars, and sends him into the collar with coltish earnestness and abandon; too young to be yet able to look back upon the progress he had made, and thank Providence that under the conditions of the day he had come even so far, he stood upon the dead-centre of his career. And when a man stands still he feels the slightest impulse from without. Fortune had ruled that Otis Yeere should be, for the first part of his service, one of the rank and file who are ground up in the wheels of the Administration; losing heart and soul, and mind and strength, in the process. Until steam replaces manual power in the working of the Empire, there must always be this percentagemust always be the men who are used up, expended, in the mere mechanical routine. For these promotion is far off and the mill-grind of every day very instant. The Secretariats know them only by name; they are not the picked men of the Districts with Divisions and Collectorates awaiting them. They are simply the rank and filethe food for fever sharing with the ryot and the plough-bullock the honour of being the plinth on which the State rests. The older ones have lost their aspirations; the younger are putting theirs aside with a sigh. Both learn to endure patiently until the end of the day. Twelve years in the rank and file, men say, will sap the hearts of the bravest and dull the wits of the most keen. Out of this life Otis Yeere had fled for a few months; drifting, in the hope of a little masculine society, into Simla. When his leave was over he would return to his swampy, sour-green, under-manned Bengal district; to the native Assistant, the native Doctor, the native Magistrate, the steaming, sweltering Station, the ill-kempt City, and the undisguised insolence of the Municipality that babbled away the lives of men. Life was cheap, however. The soil spawned humanity, as it bred frogs in the Rains, and the gap of the sickness of one season was filled to overflowing by the fecundity of the next. Otis was unfeignedly thankful to lay down his work for a little while and escape from the seething, whining, weakly hive, impotent to help itself, but strong in its power to cripple, thwart, and annoy the sunkeneyed man who, by official irony, was said to be in charge of it. I knew there were women-dowdies in Bengal. They come up here sometimes. But I didnt know that there were men-dowds, too. Then, for the first time, it occurred to Otis Yeere that his clothes wore rather the mark of the ages. It will be seen that his friendship with Mrs. Hauksbee had made great strides. |
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