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an intellect fitted to the management of a household, of servants, namely, and children, and perchance a husband. That mouth can speak words of wisdom, of very useful wisdomthough of poetry it has latterly uttered little that was original. Poetry and romance! They are splendid mountain views seen in the distance. So let men be content to see them, and not attempt to tread upon the fallacious heather of the mystic hills. In the first week of my sojourn in Seville I spoke no word of overt love to Maria, thinking, as I confess, to induce her thereby to alter her mode of conduct to myself. She knows that I have come here to make love to herto repeat my offer; and she will at any rate be chagrined if I am slow to do so. But it had no effect. At home my mother was rather particular about her table, and Marias greatest efforts seemed to be used in giving me as nice dinners as we gave her. In those days I did not care a straw about my dinner, and so I took an opportunity of telling her. Dear me, said she, looking at me almost with grief, do you not? What a pity! And do you not like music either? Oh, yes, I adore it, I replied. I felt sure at the time that had I been born in her own sunny clime, she would never have talked to me about eating. But that was my mistake. I used to walk out with her about the city, seeing all that is there of beauty and magnificence. And in what city is there more that is worth the seeing? At first this was very delightful to me, for I felt that I was blessed with a privilege that would not be granted to any other man. But its value soon fell in my eyes, for others would accost her, and walk on the other side, talking to her in Spanish, as though I hardly existed, or were a servant there for her protection. And I was not allowed to take her arm, and thus to appropriate her, as I should have done in England. No, John, she said, with the sweetest, prettiest smile, we dont do that here; only when people are married, and she made this allusion to married life out, openly, with no slightest tremor on her tongue. Oh, I beg pardon, said I, drawing back my hand, and feeling angry with myself for not being fully acquainted with all the customs of a foreign country. You need not beg pardon, said she; when we were in England we always walked so. It is just a custom, you know. And then I saw her drop her large dark eyes to the ground, and bow gracefully in answer to some salute. I looked round, and saw that we had been joined by a young cavaliera Spanish nobleman, as I saw at once; a man with jet black hair, and a straight nose, and a black moustache, and patent leather boots, very slim and very tall, and though I would not confess it thenuncommonly handsome. I myself am inclined to be stout, my hair is light, my nose broad, I have no hair on my upper lip, and my whiskers are rough and uneven: I could punch your head though, my fine fellow, said I to myself, when I saw that he placed himself at Marias side, and think very little of the achievement. The wretch went on with us round the plaza for some quarter of an hour talking Spanish with the greatest fluency, and she was every whit as fluent. Of course, I could not understand a word that they said. Of all positions that a man can occupy, I think that that is about the most uncomfortable; and I cannot say that, even up to this day, I have quite forgiven her for that quarter of an hour. I shall go in, said I, unable to bear my feelings, and preparing to leave her. The heat is unendurable. Oh dear, John, why did you not speak before? she answered. You cannot leave me here, you know, as I am in your charge; but I will go with you almost directly. And then she finished her conversation with the Spaniard, speaking with an animation she had never displayed in her conversations with me. It had been agreed between us for two or three days before this that we were to rise early on the following morning for the sake of ascending the tower of the cathedral, and visiting the Giralda, as the iron figure is called, which turns upon a pivot on the extreme summit. We had often wandered together up and down the long dark gloomy aisle of the stupendous building, and had together seen its treasury of art; but as yet we had not performed the task which has to be achieved by all visitors to Seville; and in order |
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