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That is not so! It is so. But only harmless ones. You never dream of uttering a harmful one. Do you know that that is a concessionand a confession? How do you mean? It is an unconscious concession that harmless lies are not criminal; it is a confession that you constantly make that discrimination. For instance, you declined old Mrs. Fosters invitation last week to meet those odious Higbies at supperin a polite note in which you expressed regret and said you were very sorry you could not go. It was a lie. It was as unmitigated a lie as was ever uttered. Deny it, Hesterwith another lie. Hester replied with a toss of her head. That will not do. Answer. Was it a lie, or wasnt it? The color stole into the cheeks of both women, and with a struggle and an effort they got out their confession: It was a lie. Goodthe reform is beginning; there is hope for you yet; you will not tell a lie to save your dearest friends soul, but you will spew out one without a scruple to save yourself the discomfort of telling an unpleasant truth. He rose. Hester, speaking for both, said, coldly: We have lied; we perceive it; it will occur no more. To lie is a sin. We shall never tell another one of any kind whatsoever, even lies of courtesy or benevolence, to save any one a pang or a sorrow decreed for him by God. Ah, how soon you will fall! In fact, you have fallen already; for what you have just uttered is a lie. Good- bye. Reform! One of you go to the sick-room now. IV Twelve days later. Mother and child were lingering in the grip of the hideous disease. Of hope for either there was little. The aged sisters looked white and worn, but they would not give up their posts. Their hearts were breaking, poor old things, but their grit was steadfast and indestructible. All the twelve days the mother had pined for the child, and the child for the mother, but both knew that the prayer of these longings could not be granted. When the mother was toldon the first daythat her disease was typhoid, she was frightened, and asked if there was danger that Helen could have contracted it the day before, when she was in the sick-chamber on that confession visit. Hester told her the doctor had poo-pooed the idea. It troubled Hester to say it, although it was true, for she had not believed the doctor; but when she saw the mothers joy in the news, the pain in her conscience lost something of its forcea result which made her ashamed of the constructive deception which she had practised, though not ashamed enough to make her distinctly and definitely wish she had refrained from it. From that moment the sick woman understood that her daughter must remain away, and she said she would reconcile herself to the separation the best she could, for she would rather suffer death than have her childs health imperilled. That afternoon Helen had to take to her bed, ill. She grew worse during the night. In the morning her mother asked after her: Is she well? |
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