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what his chances might be getting to be, cemeterywards. They could, of course, ask no questions, for that would squelch the bequest, but they could nibble around on the edge of the subject and hope for results. The scheme did not work. The obtuse editor did not know he was being nibbled at; but at last, chance accomplished what art had failed in. In illustration of something under discussion which required the help of metaphor, the editor said: Land, its as tough as Tilbury Foster!as we say. It was sudden, and it made the Fosters jump. The editor noticed it, and said, apologetically: No harm intended, I assure you. Its just a saying; just a joke, you knownothing in it. Relation of yours? Sally crowded his burning eagerness down, and answered with all the indifference he could assume: Iwell, not that I know of, but weve heard of him. The editor was thankful, and resumed his composure. Sally added: Is heis hewell? Is he well? Why, bless you hes in Sheol these five years! The Fosters were trembling with grief, though it felt like joy. Sally said, non-committallyand tentatively: Ah, well, such is life, and none can escapenot even the rich are spared. The editor laughed. If you are including Tilbury, said he, it dont apply. He hadnt a cent; the town had to bury him. The Fosters sat petrified for two minutes; petrified and cold. Then, white-faced and weak-voiced, Sally asked: Is it true? Do you know it to be true? Well, I should say! I was one of the executors. He hadnt anything to leave but a wheelbarrow, and he left that to me. It hadnt any wheel, and wasnt any good. Still, it was something, and so, to square up, I scribbled off a sort of a little obituarial send-off for him, but it got crowded out. The Fosters were not listeningtheir cup was full, it could contain no more. They sat with bowed heads, dead to all things but the ache at their hearts. An hour later. Still they sat there, bowed, motionless, silent, the visitor long ago gone, they unaware. Then they stirred, and lifted their heads wearily, and gazed at each other wistfully, dreamily, dazed; then presently began to twaddle to each other in a wandering and childish way. At intervals they lapsed into silences, leaving a sentence unfinished, seemingly either unaware of it or losing their way. Sometimes, when they woke out of these silences they had a dim and transient consciousness that something had happened to their minds; then with a dumb and yearning solicitude they would softly caress each others hands in mutual compassion and support, as if they would say: I am near you, I will not forsake you, we will bear it together; somewhere there is release and forgetfulness, somewhere there is a grave and peace; be patient, it will not be long. They lived yet two years, in mental night, always brooding, steeped in vague regrets and melancholy dreams, never speaking; then release came to both on the same day. Towards the end the darkness lifted from Sallys ruined mind for a moment, and he said: |
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