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daffaires he acquitted himself, under trying condition, with conspicuous zeal and discretion. A political redistribution of matter removed him from office just as he had proved his usefulness to the Government; and the following summer I heard that he had come home and was down at his place in the country. On my return to town I wrote him, and his reply came by the next post. He answered as it were in his natural voice, urging me to spend the following Sunday with him, and suggesting that I should bring down any of the old set who could be persuaded to join me. I thought this a good sign, and yetshall I own it?I was vaguely disappointed. Perhaps we are apt to feel that our friends sorrows should be kept like those historic monuments from which the encroaching ivy is periodically removed. That very evening at the club I ran across Claydon. I told him of Grancys invitation, and proposed that we should go down together; but he pleaded an engagement. I was sorry, for I had always felt that he and I stood nearer Ralph than the others, and if the old Sundays were to be renewed, I should have preferred that we two should spend the first alone with him. I said as much to Claydon, and offered to fit my time to his; but he met this by a general refusal. I dont want to go to Grancys, he said bluntly. I waited a moment, but he appended no qualifying clause. Youve seen him since he came back? I finally ventured. Claydon nodded. And he is so awfully bad? Bad? No; hes all right. All right? How can he be, unless hes changed beyond all recognition? Oh, youll recognise him, said Claydon, with a puzzling deflection of emphasis. His ambiguity was beginning to exasperate me, and I felt myself shut out from some knowledge to which I had as good a right as he. Youve been down there already, I suppose? Yes; Ive been down there. And youve done with each otherthe partnership is dissolved? Done with each other? I wish to God we had! He rose nervously and tossed aside the review from which my approach had diverted him. Look here, he said, standing before me, Ralphs the best fellow going, and theres nothing under Heaven I wouldnt do for himshort of going down there again. And with that he walked out of the room. Claydon was incalculable enough for me to read a dozen different meanings into his words; but none of my interpretations satisfied me. I determined, at any rate, to seek no farther for a companion; and the next Sunday I travelled down to Grancys alone. He met me at the station, and I saw at once that he had changed since our last meeting. Then he had been in fighting array, but now if he and grief still housed together it was no longer as enemies. Physically, the transformation was as marked but less reassuring. If the spirit triumphed the body showed its scars. At five-and-forty he was grey and stooping, with the tired gait of an old man. His serenity, however, was not the resignation of age. I saw that he did not mean to drop out of the game. Almost immediately he began to speak of our old interests, not with an effort, as at our former meeting, but simply and naturally, in the tone of a man whose life has flowed back into its normal channels. I remembered, with a touch of self-reproach, how I had distrusted his reconstructive powers; but my admiration for his reserved force was now tinged by the sense that, after all, such happiness as his ought to have been paid with his last coin. The feeling grew as we neared the house, and I found how inextricably his wife was interwoven with my remembrance of the place: how the whole scene was but an extension of that vivid presence. |
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