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Grancys will named me as one of his executors; and my associate, having other duties on his hands, begged me to assume the task of carrying out our friends wishes. This placed me under the necessity of informing Claydon that the portrait of Mrs. Grancy had been bequeathed to him; and he replied by the next post that he would send for the picture at once. I was staying in the deserted house when the portrait was taken away; and as the door closed on it I felt that Grancys presence had vanished too. Was it his turn to follow her now, and could one ghost haunt another? After that, for a year or two, I heard nothing more of the picture, and though I met Claydon from time to time we had little to say to each other. I had no definable grievance against the man, and I tried to remember that he had done a fine thing in sacrificing his best picture to a friend; but my resentment had all the tenacity of unreason. One day, however, a lady whose portrait he had just finished begged me to go with her to see it. To refuse was impossible, and I went with the less reluctance that I knew I was not the only friend she had invited. The others were all grouped around the easel when I entered, and after contributing my share to the chorus of approval I turned away and began to stroll about the studio. Claydon was something of a Collector, and his things were generally worth looking at. The studio was a long tapestried room with a curtained archway at one end. The curtains were looped back, showing a smaller apartment, with books and flowers and a few fine bits of bronze and porcelain. The tea-table standing in this inner room proclaimed that it was open to inspection, and I wandered in. A bleu poudre vase first attracted me; then I turned to examine a slender bronze Ganymede, and in so doing found myself face to face with Mrs. Grancys portrait. I stared up at her blankly, and she smiled back at me in all the recovered radiance of youth. The artist had effaced every trace of his later touches and the original picture had reappeared. It throned alone on the panelled wall, asserting a brilliant supremacy over its carefully chosen surroundings. I felt in an instant that the whole room was tributary to it; that Claydon had heaped his treasures at the feet of the woman he loved. Yesit was the woman he had loved and not the picture; and my instinctive resentment was explained. Suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder. Ah, how could you? I cried, turning on him. How could I? he retorted. How could I not? Doesnt she belong to me now? I moved away impatiently. Wait a moment, he said, with a detaining gesture. The others have gone, and I want to say a word to youOh, I know what youve thought of meI can guess! You think I killed Grancy, I suppose? I was startled by his sudden vehemence. I think you tried to do a cruel thing, I said. Ahwhat a little way you others see into life! he murmured. Sit down a momenthere, where we can look at herand Ill tell you. He threw himself on the ottoman beside me and sat gazing up at the picture, with his hands clasped about his knee. Pygmalion, he began slowly, turned his statue into a real woman; I turned my real woman into a picture. Small compensation, you thinkbut you dont know how much of a woman belongs to you after youve painted her!Well, I made the best of it, at any rateI gave her the best I had in me; and she gave me in return what such a woman gives by merely being. And after all, she rewarded me enough by making me paint as I shall never paint again! There was one side of her, though, that was mine alone, and that was her beauty; for no one else understood it. To Grancy even it was the mere expression of herselfwhat language is to thought. Even when he saw the picture he didnt guess my secrethe was so sure |
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