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she was all his! As though a man should think he owned the moon because it was reflected in the pool at his door Wellwhen he came home and sent for me to change the picture it was like asking me to commit murder. He wanted me to make an old woman of herof her who had been so divinely, unchangeably young! As if any man who really loved a woman would ask her to sacrifice her youth and beauty for his sake! At first I told him I couldnt do itbut afterward, when he left me alone with the picture, something queer happened. I suppose it was because I was always so confoundedly fond of Grancy that it went against me to refuse what he asked. Anyhow, as I sat looking up at her, she seemed to say, Im not yours but his, and I want you to make me what he wishes. And so I did it. I could have cut my hand off when the work was doneI daresay he told you I never would go back and look at it. He thought I was too busyhe never understood. Welland then last year he sent for me againyou remember. It was after his illness, and he told me hed grown twenty years older, and that he wanted her to grow older toohe didnt want her to be left behind. The doctors all thought he was going to get well at that time, and he thought so too; and so did I when I first looked at him. But when I turned to the pictureah, now I dont ask you to believe me; but I swear it was her face that told me he was dying, and that she wanted him to know it! She had a message for him, and she made me deliver it. He rose abruptly and walked toward the portrait; then he sat down beside me again. Cruel? Yes, it seemed so, to me at first; and this time, if I resisted, it was for his sake and not for mine. But all the while I felt her eyes drawing me, and gradually she made me understand. If shed been there in the flesh (she seemed to say) wouldnt she have seen before any of us that he was dying? Wouldnt he have read the news first in her face? And wouldnt it be horrible if now he should discover it instead in strange eyes?Wellthat was what she wanted of me and I did itI kept them together to the last! He looked up at the picture again. But now she belongs to me, he repeated. |
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