Twas heaven, or somewhat more:
For she so charmed all hearts, that gazing crowds
Stood panting on
the shore, and wanted breath
To give their welcome voice.
Then, Dolabella, where was then thy soul?
Was
not thy fury quite disarmed with wonder?
Didst thou not shrink behind me from those eyes
And whisper in
my earOh, tell her not
That I accused her with my brothers death?
Dola. And should my weakness be a plea for yours?
Mine was an age when love might be excused,
When
kindly warmth, and when my springing youth
Made it a debt to nature. Yours
Vent. Speak boldly.
Yours, he would say, in your declining age,
When no more heat was left but what
you forced,
When all the sap was needful for the trunk,
When it went down, then you constrained the
course,
And robbed from nature, to supply desire;
In you (I would not use so harsh a word)
Tis but plain
dotage.
Ant. Ha!
Dola. Twas urged too home.
But yet the loss was private, that I made:
Twas but myself I lost: I lost no
legions:
I had no world to lose, no peoples love.
Ant. This from a friend?
Dola. Yes, Antony, a true one;
A friend so tender, that each word I speak
Stabs my own heart, before it
reach your ear.
Oh, judge me not less kind, because I chide!
To Cæsar I excuse you.
Ant. O ye gods!
Have I then lived to be excused to Cæsar?
Dola. As to your equal.
Ant. Well, hes but my equal:
While I wear this he never shall be more.
Dola. I bring conditions from him.
Ant. Are they noble?
Methinks thou shouldst not bring them else; yet he
Is full of deep dissembling; knows
no honour
Divided from his interest. Fate mistook him;
For nature meant him for an usurer:
Hes fit indeed
to buy, not conquer kingdoms.
Vent. Then, granting this,
What power was theirs, who wrought so hard a temper
To honourable terms?
Ant. It was my Dolabella, or some god.
Dola. Nor I, nor yet Mæcenas, nor Agrippa:
They were your enemies; and I, a friend,
Too weak alone; yet
twas a Romans deed.
Ant. Twas like a Roman done: show me that man,
Who has preserved my life, my love, my honour;
Let
me but see his face.
Vent. That task is mine,
And, Heaven, thou knowst how pleasing.
[Exit Ventidius.
Dola. Youll remember
To whom you stand obliged?
Ant. When I forget it,
Be thou unkind, and thats my greatest curse.
My queen shall thank him too.
Dola. I fear she will not.
Ant. But she shall do it: The queen, my Dolabella!
Hast thou not still some grudgings of thy fever?