Vent. I must not, sir.
Ant. Wilt thou not live, to speak some good of me?
To stand by my fair fame, and guard the approaches
From
the ill tongues of men?
Vent. Who shall guard mine,
For living after you?
Ant. Say, I command it.
Vent. If we die well, our deaths will speak themselves
And need no living witness.
Ant. Thou hast loved me,
And fain I would reward thee. I must die;
Kill me, and take the merit of my
death,
To make thee friends with Cæsar.
Vent. Thank your kindness.
You said I loved you; and in recompense,
You bid me turn a traitor: Did I think
You
would have used me thus?that I should die
With a hard thought of you?
Ant. Forgive me, Roman.
Since I have heard of Cleopatras death,
My reason bears no rule upon my
tongue,
But lets my thoughts break all at random out.
Ive thought better; do not deny me twice.
Vent. By Heaven I will not.
Let it not be to outlive you.
Ant. Kill me first,
And then die thou; for tis but just thou serve
Thy friend before thyself.
Vent. Give me your hand.
We soon shall meet again. Now, farewell, emperor![Embrace
Methinks that
words too cold to be my last:
Since death sweeps all distinctions, farewell, friend!
Thats all
I will not
make a business of a trifle;
And yet I cannot look on you, and kill you;
Pray turn your face.
Ant. I do: strike home, be sure.
Vent. Home as my sword will reach.
[Kills himself.
Ant. Oh, thou mistakst;
That wound was not of thine; give it me back;
Thou robbst me of my death.
Vent. I do indeed;
But think tis the first time I eer deceived you,
If that may plead my pardon.And you,
gods,
Forgive me, if you will; for I die perjured,
Rather than kill my friend.
[Dies.
Ant. Farewell! Ever my leader, even in death!
My queen and thou have got the start of me,
And Im the
lag of honour.Gone so soon?
Is Death no more? he used him carelessly,
With a familiar kindness: ere
he knocked,
Ran to the door, and took him in his arms,
As who should sayYoure welcome at all hours,
A
friend need give no warning. Books had spoiled him;
For all the learned are cowards by profession.
Tis
not worth
My further thought; for death, for aught I know,
Is but to think no more. Heres to be satisfied.
[Falls on his sword.
Ive missed my heart. O unperforming hand!
Thou never couldst have erred in a
worse time.
My fortune jades me to the last; and death,
Like a great man, takes state, and makes me
wait
For my admittance. [Trampling within.
Some, perhaps, from Cæsar:
If he should find me living, and suspect
That I played booty
with my life! Ill mend
My work, ere they can reach me. [Rises upon his knees.