Enter JAFFEIR.
Jaff. Can Belvidera want a resting place
When these poor arms are open to receive her?
Oh, tis in vain
to struggle with desires
Strong as my love to thee; for every moment
Im from thy sight, the heart within
my bosom
Moans like a tender infant in its cradle
Whose nurse has left it; come, and with the songs
Of
gentle love persuade it to its peace.
Belv. I fear the stubborn wanderer will not own me,
Tis grown a rebel to be ruled no longer,
Scorns the
indulgent bosom that first lulled it,
And like a disobedient child disdains
The soft authority of Belvidera.
Jaff. There was a time
Belv. Yes, yes, there was a time
When Belvideras tears, her cries, and sorrows,
Were not despised; when
if she chanced to sigh,
Or look but sadthere was indeed a time
When Jaffeir would have taen her in
his arms,
Eased her declining head upon his breast,
And never left her till he found the cause.
But let her
now weep seas,
Cry, till she rend the earth; sigh till she burst
Her heart asunder; still he bears it all;
Deaf
as the wind, and as the rocks unshaken.
Jaff. Have I been deaf? am I that rock unmoved,
Against whose root tears beat and sighs are sent?
In
vain have I beheld thy sorrows calmly!
Witness against me, heavens, have I done this?
Then bear me in
a whirlwind back again,
And let that angry dear one neer forgive me!
O thou too rashly censurst of my
love!
Couldst thou but think how I have spent this night,
Dark and alone, no pillow to my head,
Rest in my
eyes, nor quiet in my heart,
Thou wouldst not, Belvidera, sure thou wouldst not
Talk to me thus, but like a
pitying angel
Spreading thy wings come settle on my breast,
And hatch warm comfort there ere sorrows
freeze it.
Belv. Why, then, poor mourner, in what baleful corner
Hast thou been talking with that witch the night?
On
what cold stone hast thou been stretched along.
Gathering the grumbling winds about thy head,
To mix
with theirs the accents of thy woes!
Oh, now I find the cause my love forsakes me!
I am no longer fit to
bear a share
In his concernments: my weak female virtue
Must not be trusted; tis too frail and tender.
Jaff. O Portia! Portia! what a soul was thine!
Belv. That Portia was a woman, and when Brutus.
Big with the fate of Rome (Heaven guard thy safety!)
Concealed
from her the labours of his mind,
She let him see her blood was great as his,
Flowed from a spring as
noble, and a heart
Fit to partake his troubles, as his love:
Fetch, fetch that dagger back, the dreadful dower
Thou
gavst last night in parting with me; strike it
Here to my heart; and as the blood flows from it
Judge if it run
not pure as Catos daughters
Jaff. Thou art too good, and I indeed unworthy,
Unworthy so much virtue: teach me how
I may deserve
such matchless love as thine,
And see with what attention Ill obey thee.
Belv. Do not despise me: thats the all I ask.
Jaff. despise thee! Hear me
Belv. Oh, thy charming tongue
Is but too well acquainted with my weakness,
Knows, let it name but love,
my melting heart
Dissolves within my breast; till with closed eyes
I reel into thy arms, and alls forgotten.
Jaff. What shall I do?
Belv. Tell me! be just, and tell me
Why dwells that busy cloud upon thy face?
Why am I made a stranger?
why that sigh,
And I not know the cause? Why, when the world
Is wrapt in rest, why chooses then my
love
To wander up and down in horrid darkness
Loathing his bed, and these desiring arms?
Why are these
eyes bloodshot with tedious watching?
Why starts he now? and looks as if he wished
His fate were finished?