Tell me, ease my fears;
Lest when we next time meet, I want the power
To search into the sickness of thy
mind,
But talk as wildly then as thou lookst now.
Jaff. O Belvidera!
Belv. Why was I last night delivered to a villain?
Jaff. Ha, a villain!
Belv. Yes! to a villain! Why at such an hour
Meets that assembly all made up of wretches
That look as
hell had drawn em into league?
Why, I in this hand, and in that a dagger,
Was I delivered with such dreadful
ceremonies?
To you, sirs, and to your honour I bequeath her,
And with her this: wheneer I prove unworthy,
You know
the rest, then strike it to her heart?
Oh! whys that rest concealed from me? must I
Be made the hostage
of a hellish trust?
For such I know I am; thats all my value?
But by the love and loyalty I owe thee,
Ill free
thee from the bondage of these slaves,
Straight to the Senate, tell em all I know,
All that I think, all that
my fears inform me!
Jaff. Is this the Roman virtue! this the blood
That boasts its purity with Catos daughters!
Would she
have eer betrayed her Brutus?
Belv. No:
For Brutus trusted her: wert thou so kind,
What would not Belvidera suffer for thee?
Jaff. I shall undo myself, and tell thee all.
Belv. Look not upon me, as I am a woman,
But as a bone, thy wife, thy friend, who long
Has had admission
to thy heart, and there
Studied the virtues of thy gallant nature;
Thy constancy, thy courage and thy truth,
Have
been my daily lesson: I have learnt them,
Am bold as thou, can suffer or despise
The worst of fates for
thee, and with thee share them
Jaff. O you divinest Powers! look down and hear
My prayers! instruct me to reward this virtue!
Yet think
a little ere thou tempt me further:
Think I have a tale to tell, will shake thy nature,
Melt all this boasted
constancy thou talkst of
Into vile tears and despicable sorrows:
Then if thou shouldst betray me!
Belv. Shall I swear?
Jaff. No: do not swear: I would not violate
Thy tender nature with so rude a bond:
But as thou hopest to
see me live my days,
And love thee long, look this within thy breast;
Ive bound myself by all the strictest
sacraments
Divine and human
Belv. Speak!
Jaff. To kill thy father
Belv. My father!
Jaff. Nay, the throats of the whole Senate
Shall bleed, my Belvidera: he amongst us
That spares his father,
brother, or his friend,
Is damned: how rich and beauteous will the face
Of Ruin look, when these wide
streets run blood;
I and the glorious partners of my fortune
Shouting, and striding oer the prostrate dead,
Still
to new waste; whilst thou, far off in safety,
Smiling, shalt see the wonders of our daring,
And when night
comes, with praise and love receive me.
Belv. Oh!
Jaff. Have a care, and shrink not even in thought!
For if thou dost