the whole tale—was Polybus,
In Corinth King; my mother Meropê
Of Dorian line. And I was held to be
The proudest in Corinthia, till one day
A thing befell: strange was it, but no way
Meet for such wonder and such rage as mine.
A feast it was, and some one flushed with wine
Cried out at me that I was no true son
Of Polybus. Oh, I was wroth! That one
Day I kept silence, but the morrow morn
I sought my parents, told that tale of scorn
And claimed the truth; and they rose in their pride
And smote the mocker. … Aye, they satisfied
All my desire; yet still the cavil gnawed
My heart, and still the story crept abroad.
    At last I rose—my father knew not, nor
My mother—and went forth to Pytho’s floor
To ask. And God in that for which I came
Rejected me, but round me, like a flame,
His voice flashed other answers, things of woe,
Terror, and desolation. I must know
My mother’s body and beget thereon
A race no mortal eye durst look upon,
And spill in murder mine own father’s blood.
    I heard, and, hearing, straight from where I stood,
No landmark but the stars to light my way,
Fled, fled from the dark south where Corinth lay,
To lands far off, where never I might see
My doom of scorn fulfilled. On bitterly
I strode, and reached the region where, so saith
Thy tale, that King of Thebes was struck to death. …
Wife, I will tell thee true. As one in daze
I walked, till, at the crossing of three ways,
A herald, like thy tale, and o’er his head
A man behind strong horses charioted
Met me. And both would turn me from the path,
He and a thrall in front. And I in wrath
Smote him that pushed me—’twas a groom who led
The horses. Not a word the master said,
But watched, and as I passed him on the road
Down on my head his iron-branchèd goad
Stabbed. But, by heaven, he rued it! In a flash
I swung my staff and saw the old man crash
Back from his car in blood. … Then all of them
I slew.
              Oh, if that man’s unspoken name
Had aught of Laïus in him, in God’s eye
What man doth move more miserable than I,
More dogged by the hate of heaven! No man, kin
Nor stranger, any more may take me in;
No man may greet me with a word, but all
Cast me from out their houses. And withal
’Twas mine own self that laid upon my life
These curses.—And I hold the dead man’s wife
In these polluting arms that spilt his soul. …
Am I a thing born evil? Am I foul
In every vein? Thebes now doth banish me,
And never in this exile must I see
Mine ancient folk of Corinth, never tread
The land that bore me; else my mother’s bed
Shall be defiled, and Polybus, my good
Father, who loved me well, be rolled in blood.
If one should dream that such a world began
In some slow devil’s heart, that hated man,
Who should deny him?—God, as thou art clean,
Suffer not this, oh, suffer not this sin
To be, that e’er I look on such a day!
Out of all vision of mankind away
To darkness let me fall ere such a fate
Touch me, so unclean and so desolate!

Leader.

I tremble too, O King; but till thou hear
From him who saw, oh, let hope conquer fear.

Oedipus.

One shred of hope I still have, and therefore
Will wait the herdsman’s coming. ’Tis no more.

Jocasta.

He shall come. But what further dost thou seek?

Oedipus.

This. If we mark him close and find him speak
As thou hast, then I am lifted from my dread.

Jocasta.

What mean’st thou? Was there something that I said …?

Oedipus.

Thou said’st he spoke of robbers, a great band,
That slaughtered Laïus’ men. If still he stand
To the same tale, the guilt comes not my way.
One cannot be a band. But if he say
One lonely loin-girt man, then visibly
This is God’s finger pointing toward me.

Jocasta.

Be sure of this. He told the story so
When first he came. All they that heard him know,
Not only I. He cannot change again
Now. And if change he should, O Lord of men,
No change of his can make the prophecy
Of Laïus’ death fall true. He was to die
Slain by my son. So Loxias spake. … My son!
He slew no man, that poor deserted one
That died. … And I will no more turn mine eyes
This way nor that for all their prophecies.

Oedipus.

Woman, thou counsellest well. Yet let it not
Escape thee. Send and have the herdsman brought.

Jocasta.

That will I.—Come. Thou knowest I ne’er would do
Nor think of aught, save thou wouldst have it so.

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