he retired with trembling steps to his deserted palace. An indisposition, feigned or real, had confined
Antonina to her apartment; and she walked disdainfully silent in the adjacent portico, while Belisarius
threw himself on his bed, and expected, in an agony of grief and terror, the death which he had so often
braved under the walls of Rome. Long after sunset a messenger was announced from the empress: he
opened, with anxious curiosity, the letter which contained the sentence of his fate. "You cannot be ignorant
how much you have deserved my displeasure. I am not insensible of the services of Antonina. To her
merits and intercession I have granted your life, and permit you to retain a part of your treasures, which
might be justly forfeited to the state. Let your gratitude, where it is due, be displayed, not in words, but
in your future behavior." I know not how to believe or to relate the transports with which the hero is said
to have received this ignominious pardon. He fell prostrate before his wife, he kissed the feet of his
savior, and he devoutly promised to live the grateful and submissive slave of Antonina. A fine of one
hundred and twenty thousand pounds sterling was levied on the fortunes of Belisarius; and with the office
of count, or master of the royal stables, he accepted the conduct of the Italian war. At his departure
from Constantinople, his friends, and even the public, were persuaded that as soon as he regained his
freedom, he would renounce his dissimulation, and that his wife, Theodora, and perhaps the emperor
himself, would be sacrificed to the just revenge of a virtuous rebel. Their hopes were deceived; and the
unconquerable patience and loyalty of Belisarius appear either below or above the character of a man.